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Good Bye

2011-04-03T14:29:00.004+08:00

Today would be the last time I'm writing in this blog.

I started in 2008 and among the earliest readers were my close friends, Sakinah, Nabilah and Herda. They are among the greatest friends I ever had; as I went through days in IIUM without having fear to be back-stabbed and badmouthed.

They know me really well as how I lived my days in my room; with my lappy which most of the contents are the latest k-dramas & kpop songs. and regardless all the liking for the kpop world, I still have my eyes for Gossip Girls, Vampire Diaries, Veronica Mars, Brothers & Sisters and many good English movies.

This blog is like my own diary (although I don't have one so far!) Many blog readers would stop by and read most of the posts, mostly on Lee Min Ho and I thank you for that. Today, the visitors counter reads 26507 (maybe for many, the numbers look small but they are meaningful numbers actually) and honestly, every time I saw the numbers keep increasing, it gave me spirit to go on writing stuffs.

Unfortunately, the fun of writing in this blog comes to an END, for few complicated reasons. However, I will keep writing but in another blog which is still under construction.

I prefer my blog-to-be to be published publicly instead of privately as I don't intend to make mine a personal blog, but rather an entertainment blog. Thus, if you accidentally find this blog and you like the contents, and you'd like to read similar blog posts esp. on Lee Min Ho & SHINee, feel free to email me at dzirah@gmail.com for the link :)

For my blog-followers, I will pm you in a near future,
once I finish doing all the touch-up in my newly-born blog.hee.

Have Fun peeps!! and Thank you for READING :)

"This world of hypocrisy is painfully disgusting and because of this, I trust NO ONE" - Nadzirah Ramlee

I dedicated this song, ONE by SHINee for all of you. I love this song!!!!!

they are my ROMEOs

2011-03-27T02:23:00.013+08:00

once a fan always a fan

I think this would be the most accurate phrase to describe how I truly like these two Korean guys :D

one is a very good looking Hallyu (korean wave) actor while another is a very talented main vocalist cum songwriter for one of the most successful k-pop groups.

guess who?? yes, I think you are guessing right.hee.
they are none other than

Lee Min Ho ♥
and

SHINee's Kim Jonghyun ♥

this is not another lengthy 'Lee Min Ho special' so don't worry ya.hee. am writing this because both guys are preparing for their comeback; so as a Minoz and Shawol it's normal to anticipate their comeback, isn't it?

1) the 1987er Lee Min Ho departed to Thailand on 24.03.2011 to begin the filming of City Hunter.

according to a fan account, Mino filmed at the Floating Market

let me give you a brief introduction of City Hunter ♫♪

Mino & his co-star Park Min Young
(Min Young is a year older than Mino and they once acted together in I am Sam)

Lee Min Ho (Personal Taste, Boys Over Flowers) is Lee Yoon Seong in the Blue House national communications team, Park Min Young (Sungkyunkwan Scandal, I am Sam) is previous Judo player and current Blue House bodyguard Kim Nana, Lee Joon Hyeok (The Three Brothers,Worlds Within) is the best elite prosecutor Kim Young-joo while KARA's Goo Hara plays the president’s daughter.

thanks to Minoz Thailand for the pic (altho it's blurry), at least I know that he's okay with his Song Il Guk look alike bodyguard.hee

this is going to be Mino's next drama after 'Personal Taste'

known as a young actor with very good eye expressions, his comeback is surely anticipated by Minoz and k-drama lovers. City Hunter is scheduled to air on 25.05.2011. *clap clap clap*

I can't wait! after all, he's my Mino :)

fan service :)

the shy Mino after winked at camera :p

2) the 1990er Kim Jonghyun underwent a surgery on 17.01.2011 on his left leg at a hospital in Seoul.

He previously injured his left ankle in October of 2010 in Jakarta, Indonesia.

after the incident, he stopped dancing for a while and since then he either performed sitting on chairs/standing. Shawols as well as Blingers believe that it must be hard for him as SHINee is a dance group.

known as one of the idols with the best vocal, he always worked hard in everything he did :) plus, he also involved in SM's unit project known as SM The Ballads together with Suju's Kyuhyun, Trax's Jay & rookie Jino.

he's spotted near the SM building (SHINee is under SM management) on 24.03.2011 and he's looking good. honestly, I'm very HAPPY to see his recent pic. altho it's blurry (again)! nvm, I know what it feels when meeting with a fav star (because I took more blurry pics of Mino when he came to M'sia in 2009. I was star-struck!hee)

Jjong together with other SHINee members began their career at very young age; they officially debuted in 2008 (jjong was only 18 at that time; 19 in lunar year) and his comeback to the shining SHINee is obviously something that I'm anticipating :) i really hope i won't wait for too long to see him again; because I'm missing my jjong :(

another fan service :)

the shy Jjong after sang Wheesung's Insomnia :D

I wish both of them SUCCESS for their comeback!!
lots of ♥ for them

I am a Juliette

2011-03-25T00:55:00.009+08:00

I think all women are :)

okay, here I am; it's already 0113 hr; but I'm still not sleepy. Idk where did I get this much energy.lol

I started this blog (in 2008) with the mind of 'freedom of expression' which I believed it exists in Malaysia. but, nope. we do not own that freedom of expression; maybe only for 20%? or maybe less than that.

How should I put the feeling of dissatisfaction that I have into words? hmmm.haha. honestly, if I mention about the dissatisfaction, anger, disappointment etc; I can't find/use sweetest words to express them. because I'm not an angel. I want others, be it friends/strangers know that I am genuine. I will smile if I like you and I won't fake my smile if I hate you. as simple as that. you can see the anger/happiness from my facial expression; because I'm not born to be an actress.

to whom it may concern,

just know this one thing; I hate men who nag too much (except SHINee's Key omma) but I hate men who stalk even more!! I'm not stupid. I can easily recognize those stalkers. stop stalking! BACK OFF! be a professional. I hope everyone can respect each other's privacy. don't ask me anything that obviously has nothing to do with you. it's none of yr business. and that's one thing for sure. it may sound arrogant, but think 1st before asking me questions. even though I don't believe freedom of expression does exist; but I want to have one in my OWN blog. pls leave me alone while I'm still being NICE. -the end-

it'd be nice if I can hang out with my siblings/besties often. I am too bored to be home :(

hee. the same pose by my dongseng, Syamim & Liyana

it's nearly one month since I last used contact lens; getting used of wearing glasses these days (during working days) but i still prefer lens actually

our youngest (maknae) sister, Farah is studying in Sarawak; so she's the one we seldom see
but she's doing good so far; as always :)

The Supermoon on 19th March 2011

"Tonight the moon will be closer to the earth than it has been for 18 years
- a spectacular sight awaits us", said James Attlee.

the nearest approach of the Moon to Earth for the past 18 years as bringing it some 30,000 miles closer than usual.

this was taken by me at 1940 hr after Maghrib prayer
(w/o any editing)

the 2nd pic

p/s: I have so much to share about LMH, SHINee but let's save them for the last.hee. insyaAllah, will update more on weekends :)

happy Friday!! for Muslimin, don't forget to perform Friday prayers!!!
I hate seeing men wandering around during Friday prayers, shame on you!

it's getting UGLIER!

2011-03-12T01:38:00.004+08:00

i want to keep this weekend to myself. no commitment.no prior appointment.no dates.
only ME.

let me be alone; and be Nad for two days. pls.

if possible, I'd love to turn off my hp.

the whole weekdays had given me headache! and too much dramas to handle!

p/s:
am enjoying myself watching SHINee 1st Concert in Japan in HD :)

missing him :(

my deepest condolences to all the tsunami & earthquake victims in Japan
my prayers are always with you

try to catch up what I've missed

2011-03-03T00:22:00.005+08:00

i couldn't choose the better title than this one. srsly.hee :p

i heard "Nad, you look tired" quite few times lately and yes, I do look tired and
I am TIRED! aigoo.
it's not only dark circles that explain the fatigue but also my facial expression. even if I smiled people can say that I am in fact tired, what more can I say?

my mother nagged me for the whole last weekend; telling me to sleep early, to rest well.
I did actually!! well, I did sleep late sometimes but it was because I took nap at least an hour after Maghrib prayer. I always told people that I can sleep early but I'd end up waking up in the midnight/at 3@4 a.m but I can see the unbelievable looks they'd given to me. I'm not lying.
so, in my case it's better to sleep lil bit late than to sleep early but end up waking up in the mid of night ALONE!haha. that sounds scary. sometimes. even in our home sweet home.

my health is dropping; I fell sick easily. last year alone I visited clinic for more than 5 times! that is a remarkable number in my family's records. even during my university time, I might go to clinic once in a semester. really need to take more, more and more supplement from today onwards. aigoo~

whatever.

it's been ages since I last cam-whored :p

let's summarize what I got from last week. shall we?

number ONE
my friends got married last Sunday!!
congrats Noreen & Eddy!!!!

it's a wonderful scene when friends gathered after years. it's like a small reunion. nice!
most of them are my former Mrsm-mates; few were Stkians

number TWO
i love them because they never stop SHINING!

this is my fav pic of Jonghyun & Minho
they are known to be roommates and both mentioned each other names in their acceptance speech in two different awards last year and early this year. they are my Jongho :)

there are more pics publicized by Maypole but I love this bts pic. always love jjong in tee
honestly, I think he's the most photogenic member among all (his jawline is a killer.haha); followed by Key.hee. do you believe me?kekeke. ok. I uploaded the following vid for some fan-service.hihi :p

i miss jjong terribly :(
can't wait for his full recovery and comeback

number THREE
my parcel had ARRIVED!!!!!! I can't stop smiling :))

blue is Jonghyun and orange is Minho :D
Minho (Choi Minho) is my younger sis's BIAS

finally!!haha. i can't believe i'm already 25.kekeke :p

"Let's bury the PAST but you'll ruin the PRESENT by worrying about the FUTURE so let's get on with the PRESENT"

it's random

2011-02-23T22:10:00.003+08:00

i don't hv time to update my bloggie. so let me post a brief one. mian :(

uri Mino will make his comeback soon!!! May pali!!! :D

my current retro.licious's (my lappy) wallie :)

take care!

i'm happy at the mention of him

2011-02-20T00:21:00.013+08:00

from the 1st time i saw them performing, i know there's something about him.

for the records, i can easily fall for great voices. and i wished i can marry someone who can sing well, at least for me.haha. but DREAM ON nad!hee. i never dated guys who can sing well.haha.
i think it's my fate; reality is definitely reality :D

kim jonghyun has a unique voice that melted my heart since the 1st time I listened to SHINee's songs. onew's voice is sweet and very pleasant to hear but jjong's is something that I can't find anywhere else. it's got to be HIM and no one but him.hee. he's always been listed for one of the best male idols' voice in korea and recently he's been listed #6 on the list.

1. SG Wannabe's JinHo
2. 2NE1′s Park Bom
3. SS501′s YoungSaeng
4. DBSK's JunSu
5. 2PM's JunSu
6. SHINee's Jonghyun
7. 2AM's JoKwon
8. 4Minute's GaYoon
9. Super Junior K.R.Y.
10. f(x)'s Luna

but I personally think, jjong should be at #1.hee :D

reminder
this post is full of jjong's bias; as i have lots to share.

this one from SHINee's latest interview during the Maypole photo shoots
I waited for weeks for this interview to broadcast. finally! *phew*

they are cute as pies! i love seeing them together.
jjong is seen to be wearing the leg brace; the interview took place after jjong's surgery

regardless whether shawols are Blingers or not, most shawols are missing jjong like I am :(
rest well jjong; really miss your dance moves!

shin sekyung is as popular as jjong

esp. when the news about them dating were made public. i have the feeling that shawols are beginning to accept their relationship unlike when the news were 1st revealed, it was really haywire at that time. aigoo! and speaking of jongkyung, i hate reading comments on the possibility that they are not actually dating but only covering up for the conflict btwn JYJ & SM entertainment. i think that is the most ridiculous speculation that ever came out in the k-pop world. are they trying to say that whatever had been said by jjong in SHINee Hello Baby (which was aired in the last midyear) is just a well-planned scandal?

fyi, jjong had mentioned shin sekyung few times in Hello Baby; not to mention that he also mentioned in a radio show,
"shin sekyung is MINE".
knowing him, he's neither a kind that will lie to your face nor behind your back!
he's bold but very sensitive and caring. he has a manly yet playboy character but he's very consistent when it comes to his ideal girl.

so stop bashing shin sekyung & kim jonghyun

jjong is asking baby yoogeun whether he likes shin sekyung.haha :p

playful appa who likes skinship.haha :D

SHINee must be busy getting ready for their Japanese debut in March
hope to see jjong with the rest SHINee members asap!!

lee jinki. kim jonghyun. kim kibum.
choi minho. lee taemin

"hope to meet you someday"

The significant 6th

2011-02-16T00:00:00.006+08:00

16th February 2011
Happy 6th Anniversary sheh ariff !!!!
*confetti party begins*
we've come to this far :)

"Our anniversary is a time to look back at the good times and a time to look ahead to live our dreams together."

[playnow:thank God I found you/Mariah Carey feat. 98degrees]

We are Jungle Fish

2011-02-12T14:18:00.007+08:00

Idk tonight would be the last episode of Jungle Fish 2 (on kbs world)
I didn't expect it to end this early (only 8 eps) :(

as I mentioned in prev. post, this is a drama which boldly criticized this real world. it's a real drama; not a drama which only portrayed the rich and the poor, the beauty and the beast. it's closer to my heart than most of latest k-dramas out there. i highly recommend this one. feel free to try watching it. you'll be reminded how hard you have tried to obtain an A; how stressful you were/are when you couldn't/can't answer the most difficult add maths questions and how hard for you to balance between studies and 1st love. and let's value FRIENDSHIP like Hyo-An, Hosu, Yul, Bawu, Gongji and Ra-yi :)

::moral of the story: don't ever give up! and pls DO NOT commit suicide:::

Jungle Fish 2 trailer

super extra

it's been a while since I last uploaded his photo.hee :D

he's still uri Mino and I'm still a proud Minoz.hee. don't worry. Mino is looking cool with Trugen outfit as always; isn't he? :D anticipating his comeback in May. few months to go but am sure there'll be lots of news, updates and spoilers soon. he's Lee Min Ho after all. everyone wants a piece of him.kekeke :p

and not to forget, shining SHINee!!

my babies (with shocking faces) are endorsing Maypole :)

oh! i miss jjong! come back pali! hope he'll be able to dance asap!

Dream High vs Jungle Fish 2

2011-02-07T23:25:00.004+08:00

one of my former high school teachers once said;

"if you have anything to do during your student's life, just do it as long as it doesn't break school's regulations and laws. just do it, because you can't turn back time once you leave the high school"

these are two k-dramas that I'm watching. both dramas talk about the students' journey.

am not going to write a review on these k-dramas because they haven't finished yet. and i'm still enjoying myself watching both. thank God the former airs every Mondays and Tuesdays while the latter on weekends.

i like Dream High because it has a "Step Up" feeling; you can see one student's dancing while another singing. it's a great view to watch. it's not a musical drama!! that is one thing for sure. because I'm not a fan of musical dramas; just like Glee etc.

and speaking of drama, I can't avoid from mentioning about the cast. it's starred by 2pm's Taecyeon, Miss A's Suzy, 2pm's Wooyoung, T-Ara's Eunjung, IU - oh! i always love her singing!!!!!I used to think that she's around my age, maybe because I've seen her for so long even b4 her official debut esp. in kbs's The Star Golden Bell but only last year I know her real age. omaigod! she's much2 younger than I am.haha. what a surprise. she has a very nice singing chords for her age! and of course, my favourite star in Dream High, Kim Soohyun!hee. he's cute. this is my 1st time seeing him on small screen and I think he's not bad. I have to say that Taecyeon does best in term of acting but there's something about Soohyun's character that makes me liking him better. sorry Taecyeon!hee :)

I can't deny that the Dream High has better visual appearances. HOWEVER! I like Jungle Fish 2 better. I'm a person who likes something that can relate to myself. Jungle Fish 2 is a k-drama that speaks out about how stressful students' lives can be; how stupid teenagers can become and to what extent students can overcome problems emotionally and physically. Idk if others liking this drama as much as I do, but this is one of the best dramas which boldly portrays students' lives. it criticizes teachers who are always with the top students; but abandon the weak ones. this is a drama that never fails to move me to TEARS. it breaks my heart every time I watched each episode. not because I did feel the same like the character but I used to be a teenager; full with dreams and anticipation; there were always ups and downs at schools and most important thing, it is very much conveying the value of friendship. tell me now, HOW CAN I NOT LOVE THIS K-DRAMA? there are only two people I know from the beginning of this drama; one is MBLaq's Lee Joon and T-Ara's Jiyeon, unlike in Dream High (btw, my fav actor would be Hong Jong Hyun. he's good!) but I guess this is the power of great scripts, plots and acting skills. keep up the good work Jungle Fish 2! I tried to google about it but I found less than I expected; or in other words I guess it's not receiving good ratings. but it's OK! I like Worlds Within (starred by on & off-screen couple; Hyun Bin & Song Hye Kyo) while the drama didn't obtain good ratings. I guess this is how the 'real' dramas would end up. the good dramas get thrown away while the popular ones get praised.

i remember there's one part in SHINee's Hello Baby when Kim Jonghyun said; something like this (I cant recall the exact phrase);

What's wrong with the world that only CARES about cute things?

I can't deny that I also agree with him.

please come back jjong; I can't wait to see you again!
playnow: Quasimodo/SHINee
the beautiful song reminds me of this Are you Gossip-Worthy's original name; I used to name it Quasimodo

Blind/the Lifehouse

2011-02-05T01:02:00.012+08:00

I mentioned in earlier entry that I broke my glasses; so I went to an optical shop.

phew~ I hate when my power keeps increasing and honestly, I'm uncomfortable with it. so, I drank carrots, blackberries, cranberries, raspberries drinks and whatever berries exist in this world as much as I can afford to drink.

I stayed away from my beloved lappy for days; not that I thought it would decrease my power but idk, maybe it's the psychology that I have gotten since few days ago.hee.

and speaking of short-sightedness (myopia) , there are three kinds of treatments that I'm sure almost everyone is aware of. first, it can be corrected by wearing glasses. 2nd, by wearing contact lens and the last one would be by undergoing surgery. I'm opting for 1st and 2nd options; I began to wear glasses since 16 and lens since 18. I used to prefer wearing lens than glasses; because I found the latter more troublesome. but as time flies, and due to the long hours of wearing it (that I am now working from 9 to 6) I think wearing the latter is much convenient . so, am kinda lost when I broke mine few weeks ago. phew~ new glasses are ready to wear; and as I mentioned earlier I chose brownish this time instead of black :D

I have a plan to get the third treatment (surgery) i.e. Lasik surgery. all I need is to get enough money to splurge because the more money I get the more stingy I become.haha :p

i miss him! and that's why I'm in front of my lappy right now.hee. he's still resting; not much updates about him these days except for few photos he shared in me2day, his funny and witty replies in UFO and a recent photo of him and an actress (Kim Ji Yeon/'Ginger' in BOF) in a restaurant. I'm still wondering why he's dining with her? *curious*

haha. this gif from SHINee's Hello Baby
we all know you are Jonghyun of SHINee!! :D

oh yeah, it's february! or should I call it the month of wedding dresses?huhu.

today (5th feb) I'll be attending my high school senior (Stk & Mrsm Muar) & also a good friend of mine, Abu Samah Ibrahim aka Apex's wedding. he is now husband to kak Shela (also my senior.hee). he's marrying his former classmate (in Stk), had a crush on her for so long but never confessed until few years after SPM. well, even a Casanova knows how to be loyal.haha. just kidding Apex! have fun in yr married life! we did talk about what wedding gifts should we give to each other; am sorry I cannot give you water bed! it's too expensive!!!

G e t well s o o n / the perishers

2011-01-25T01:08:00.006+08:00

SHINee is incomplete without Kim Jonghyun.

he's diagnosed with H1N1 in 2009 and he came back.

now, he's recovering from his injured left leg and we Blingers hope he's coming back sooner than we are expecting.

jjong (with Mr Doctors) before undergoing the surgery on 17.01.2011
♥ his spec! and speaking of it, I broke mine two weeks ago.isk. will get a new one later. this time I'd choose brownish instead of blacky black.hee~

source: twitter Leean_Aseep

@fixifiq, thanks for sharing this pic!hee~ who says facebook is gr8? twitter is GR8ER!hee~

btw jjong, komawo for the two pics you uploaded in me2day recently.haha :p

sorry, it's DULL dear

2011-01-23T23:45:00.004+08:00

every time state assemblymen died, there will be by-elections and that is well-understood

but the funny thing is, whenever there is a by-election, politicians would start giving away things, either monetary/non-monetary. one party would claim that another is not taking care of the people, and of course the latter would claim otherwise.

everyone would have their own interpretation when it comes to politics; and for me i think it's about a game of bad and good. politics are DIRTY; well, it's not something came out from my mouth but I just quote it from a well-known American series that I used to watch. although it doesn't originally come from me, I must admit that I somehow agree with the statement.

don't ask me what is my political stance. I did have one; but I doubt I still have it with me.hee. however, regardless my thought I believe all citizens (in all civilized countries) must equip themselves with the basic knowledge of politics. I don't really get it when for eg I asked this lady about her opinion on certain political issues and she effortlessly answered, "I don't bother about which party is ruling the country", "there's no point for us to go for voting". wth!haha. they are extremely IGNORANT people. jahiliyyah.haha :D

pls, act like an intellectual! just give away your degree to other people, will you?

i wish all the nominees best of luck. don't just giving empty promises; be responsible with what you said/promised. you should voice out what people needs, that's the basic of being a politician. don't just TALK, TALK & TALK. it's really annoying.

ahhh...I'd love to write longer but i guess I already lost interest in Malaysian politics. because it's getting duller.*rolling eyes*

"In Mexico an air conditioner is called a politician because it makes a lot of noise but doesn't work very well." - Len Deighton (English writer)

OMG! is that why he's been silent for few days? waaaaaaa!

2011-01-21T09:25:00.007+08:00

I browsed through one of Kim Jonghyun's tumblr just now and I found this.

News of SHINee’s Jonghyun receiving surgery on his legs were delayed in being reported to the media.

Jonghyun previously injured his left ankle on October of 2010, after the group was rushed by fans at the Jakarta airport upon their arrival. Although he thought it was okay, further examinations showed that he required surgery.

Jonghyun received surgery on his left leg at a hospital in Seoul on January 17th. Through Star News, a representative of SM Entertainment revealed on the 20th, “Jonghyun received surgery on the 17th, and it concluded safely. He’s currently in good condition.”

Due to his recovery, he will not be performing at the “20th Seoul Music Awards” (scheduled for the 20th), and SHINee will be performing as a four-member group.

Source: Star News via Nate

p/s: ahhh... i hate SM for revealing this too late!! *shiro*!!!!!! don't they ever think of Blingers?? ahhh. frustrated~

UPDATED:

(cdt as tagged)

i do miss his Ring Ding Dong hairdo (Blondie Jjong)

well, here's my comment on the news. as much as i hate being hated/misunderstood, let me clarify the news if I may (but this is my blog, so am free to express my opinion, RIGHT? *evil smiling*)

I read few comments given by Indonesian Shawols clarifying the news (maybe I should use rectifying rather than clarifying). here'a the thing...

my current retrolicious's wallie

Kim Jonghyun was already injured at the stage during the performance and the injury suffered by him was not caused by Indonesian Shawols (who claimed to push him until he fell right after the Indonesia-Korea concert last October). honestly, I did have this lil dissatisfaction towards those Shawols (my mistake) after I came to know about his injury. i think i relied too much on sources which I thought they were neutral (un-BIASED); but they turned out to be otherwise. for someone who needs to dance (plus as Shawols, everyone should know that SHINee's choreographs are always of the difficult one), so definitely I'd feel angry (and at the same time sad) when jjong is injured.

for this misunderstanding; I'd like to express my APOLOGY to all Indonesian Shawols. eventhough I'd never mentioned any HARSH words but deep inside my heart I have this feeling that I had misunderstood the innocent people. and for that, I'm Sorry!

btw, congrats to SHINee!!! they won 2 awards yesterday (20.01.2011) in Seoul Music Award 2010 - Bonsang Award and Popularity Award. too bad jjong couldn't join them

I hope jjong will recover quickly; pls have a good rest jjong!!!! you've been endured the pain for so long (almost 3 months) and you even made our days joyous during your three concerts and live performances despite all the pain. recover pali!!!! ahhh... this reminds me of Lee Min Ho who had underwent a surgery last year for his injured leg (what happened to my boys?isk); but he managed to recover faster than I ever expected. so jjong, GET WELL SOON! i know you can do it. your Jinki hyung, Mino, Key and Taemin dongsengs will cheer you up. and not to forget your lovely gf Shin Sekyung, beloved mom and pretty noona :)

now I know what is the main reason behind jjong's tears in SHINee The 1st Concert...

this is must be one of the reasons :(

you'll always be my BIAS, I will definitely choose you. wait! i already chose YOU!haha :p

already ordered this t-shirt, hope to get it in early February. yipppeee!!!

i'm 25!

2011-01-03T00:19:00.003+08:00

first of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!

I wish you happiness, prosperity & success!

and I personally hope 2011 will bring out brighter side of me. InsyaAllah.

JAN 2, 2011

I'm officially 25!hee~

I already mentioned this on fb;
thank you so much for all birthday wishes, prayers and also b'day gifts!hee~

bling bling

2010-12-28T00:35:00.011+08:00

heartbroken. jealous.

I missed SHINee The 1st Concert on 26.12.2010 due to the geographical and financial issues.hee. why? because the concert was held in Tokyo, Japan. known as one of the richest countries in the world; I never had a dream to visit Japan (because the currency may kill me.hehe).

i like their colourful stage!

According to reliable sources, *Lee Jinki (Onew), Kim Jonghyun (Jonghyun), Kim Kibum (Key), Choi Minho (Minho) & Lee Taemin (Taemin) sang 24 songs in one session (thr were 2 sessions). as much as I love their voice and songs, I feel sorry for them. and psst; I read somewhere that jjong's gf, Shin Sekyung also watched the concert.haha :p

argh. I can't get over the fact that I missed their 1st concert. they are like my babies; since 2008. why Japan? well, they will hold their next concert in their hometown, Seoul on Jan 1 & 2, 2011. *propta!*

uri jjong cried (as expected!hee. he's SHINee's crybaby), followed by Key(whenever jjong cried, he'd also cry; that's why they are Jongkey), Taemin (the youngest hardly cried.hee), Minho (he's the one who always comforted his fellow members) & Onew
(the leader who never failed to praise his dongsengs)
p/s: normally those who sacrificed the most (lead vocal) would cry their
hearts out esp. SHINee's Jonghyun, TVXQ's Changmin etc

i think Key cried the most this time! look at those tears.
omo! jjong, yr tears reminded me of those debut memories!
you did cry a lot!hee~ but still CUTE!

SHINee, all the BEST!
uri jjong, don't be sad. eventhough you can't dance for yr 1st concert,
your powerful voice has covered it up enough!!
get well soon, so that you'll make next comeback with yr legs.hee

before departed to Japan (he's wearing the PLASTIC SURGERY shirt! i looked around to find the look-alike shirt but haven't found one yet)

uri jjong is flying!hee~

jjong & taemin are having fun!
(it reminds me of SM Live Concert in LA)

compared to fanmeetings (esp. LMH's), concerts are quite difficult to be reviewed. when I went to Jason Mraz In Malaysia last yr, I forgot what to write; maybe because I enjoyed the perf. so much so there's no word to describe it. so, it's hardly to find a proper fan account about SHINee's 1st Concert in Tokyo that I can share with you. and as usual, I really love visuals!!! thus, let pictures speak for the shining SHINee!

of all jjong's hairdos, i love this one the most! the same hairdo when
he 1st met Sekyung during Dream Concert 2010 :)

his outfit for Lucifer is the BEST! (not to forget those muscles.hee)

I heard that SHINee will make a proper debut in Japan in March 2011. good job! polish yr Japanese and be like yr hyungs; TVXQ!! and one more thing that I couldn't stop praying from now on, SHINee is rumored to hold a concert in Sg next May/June 2011. yipppeee! by hook or by crook, I MUST attend the concert!! need to follow up abt it or else I might miss their concert!! not again! :(

take care!
*i mentioned SHINee's members in acc. with Shawols' fanchant :)

cdt: as tagged :)

Diligence is the mother of good fortune

2010-12-25T20:05:00.008+08:00

this post is a continuation of the prev. post

17.12.2010 (Friday) at Johor Bahru High Court 3 before
Yang Arif Puan Supang Lian

the eventful day marks the BEST year-end gift that I've ever had!
am glad everything went so smoothly; as I planned it to be.

after going through the 9-month chambering under the supervision of
my Master, Puan Suriani Binti Kamnoh the LONG CALL ceremony finally happened :)

During my final year; esp. in Professional Practice classes the term "long call" was common. but I was clueless back then; well, theory and practice are not always in sync (i can guarantee that!)

Regardless the talks, words that chambering period is one hardly-to-be-completed, I managed to overcome all the impossibilities (i think filing papers process was quite troublesome for me esp. when I had to go to Kl just to settle all the filing process) and got admitted to the Bar as an Advocate and Solicitor.

Thank you Allah!! You've given me more than enough :)

Mak, Abah, Amim, Nana & Farah ... i ♥ you

Pn.Suriani, Mr. Norman & En. Lokman ... thank you!

" i'm not sure about tomorrow but until today I still want to be a practising lawyer"

and last but not least
jingle bell jingle bell ♪♫♪♫♪
Merry X'Mas!!!

it's already Dec 25, and that means we have another 6 days to go before 2011
(should I be happy?hee)

Time Machine

2010-12-12T01:12:00.010+08:00

Time really does fly huh. It's nearly mid of December already! I can't believe this. I mentioned this few times to my friends; 2010 is the shortest year I ever had! well, I think it's just me.it's almost a year I had my last 'end-sem outing' with my close friends. you know what it is right. after final exam, we'd spend some time eating, hanging out eg. watching movies, sight-seeing; shopping. and it's almost a year we had our Law Grad dinner.

what else. oh. it's almost a year (or mayb it's been a year) I had my last paper. I think it was Criminal Procedure Code (CPC). I had sore eyes; so I remember that last final exam clearly. painful!

it's almost two months I attended my convocation day. hmm.
and it's nearly one and half month my pupilage period ended.

Time really flies; really really fast. *phew*.

What will be the next event? my Long Call (in which I'll be admitted to the Bar as an Advocate & Solicitor officially!). Finally. this is just a friendly advice; if you think of being a lawyer...make sure you're mentally-prepared.haha :p if only I have other ambitions (at least another ambition; *sigh* but I don't). I always wanted to be a lawyer; and I think that's a problem. nevermind. I'll make sure my children to have more than one ambition.hehehehe :D

My invitation cards; check! Catering; check!
If God willing, my Long Call will be on 17th December 2010;
Friday at 10am.
wish me luck peeps! hope it'll be one of the best moments in my life

extra:

Golden Disk 2010 (korean version of Grammy Award) was held on 09.12.10. too bad it wasn't aired on kbs world; so I watched the event a day after (on yt). like always; k-pop never disappointed me. I think I had so much fun watching the award when
SHINee received two awards.
Congrats! all Shawols must be very happy right now.hehe.

winning moment
frm left: Leader Onew & Bling Bling Jonghyun
(not in the gif: Charisma Minho, Diva Key & Maknae Taemin)

known as one of the best male groups in Korea who can sing very well (esp. my bias jjong & also SHINee's leader Onew); their Lucifer perf. is awesome!

love their dramatic perf. esp. watching uri jjong sitting on the king-sized throne while singing!haha. (he injured his ankle during Korea-Indonesia concert last Oct and he's still recovering)
and that long note of yours is totally EPIC jjong!!haha. He really knows how to do
the unforgettable fan-service.hee~
hope in year of 2011; SHINee will make a comeback with better music!

want more of jjong? am sure Mino will understand.hee :p

jjong during rehearsal of S.M The Ballad's Miss You @ Music Bank
and below: Suju's Kyuhyun tweeted his backstage photo with jjong & jino (:

p/s: Next year I'll be 25; quarter of a century.huu~
well, am still young. age is only numbers (:

First ♥ Letter

2010-12-07T22:26:00.006+08:00

I never wrote ♥ letters. as far as I remember, I had never written one.
I don't know if it's normal for a 1986er like me but today I feel like writing one. *gediks*.

Public confession? yes, I think it is.haha. Am not really good in showing affection. if people asked me whether I have someone, I'd straight away say yes if I did and no if I didn't. Nothing to lose. I'm this kind of person. It takes a second to have crush on someone but it also takes a second to forget such a crush. I don't live to have a crush (except celebrity crushes!hee~); I only need ♥.

One man to be ♥ed. One is more than enough. Enough to crack my head; enough to make me smiling & crying. *phew*. So, personally I do think it's kinda strange to see people go two-timing (or even more). Jerks. They DON'T own my vote.

"I want you to be my fairy in the HEAVEN"

Srsly, he really moved my heart when he said this.

We are not CLINGY (that's for SURE!), we aren't in the state that we have to see each other every day; eating together or talking over the phone everyday. We are not kids anymore. and we are aware of it. No matter how pissed I was; no matter how much I complained; I still need him. Why? Only the Maker and I know it very well.

I'm a typical blood type A; STUBBORN. i hate people go against me. And I think God is being fair towards me; I found a man who has an absolutely opposite characters than I do. Patient; composed and cool. He isn't my 1st ♥; and it's not even ♥ at the 1st sight. But life is interesting yet unpredictable. He's probably the only one who can put up with my characters. He has his own CHARM that I wish no one could notice it except me. greedy? selfish? YES.haha.

This is my 1st ♥ letter for him. I doubt he has ample time to read this post; but one thing for sure. I know that he KNOWS even without me telling him/the whole world that I only have eyes for him. This is perhaps an ANNOUNCEMENT :D

I want it that WAY!

2010-12-06T02:19:00.008+08:00

frankly speaking, there's nothing much to write these days (srsly.hehe)
but one thing for sure
I'm in the state of rejuvenating myself

and doing so,
hanging out with my siblings is definitely DAEBAK!!

am really into ballad & r&b these days; (and I don't why :p)
but I'm all ears for all genres!!

i wish I can get hold of this album asap!
love 2 single the most-
Hot Times & Miss You

from left: TRAX's Jay, Super Junior's Kyuhyun, SM trainee Jino &
my BIAS, SHINee's Jonghyun

sorry, S.M Ballad sounds better than 2am.haha :D
psst. I prefer SM artistes compared to YG/JYP's
*mehrong :p*

last but not least,
it'd be great if I can attend SHINee The 1st Concert in Seoul
next January 2011. arghhh!!!
hope their concert will be doing gr8! and
my BIAS, jjong... get well soon!

chill! (:

there's a Korean inside my body!

2010-11-14T21:45:00.005+08:00

do you believe me? :P

I think I've already abandoned uri Lee Min Ho for at least two weeks! I can't remember the last time I visited his sites; which I also cannot believe it!haha :p

Blame it on SHINee's Kim Jonghyun peeps! bad guy; *nappun namja!* :D

well, due to his recent revealed-love affair with one well-known actress; Shin SeKyung; I started looking up to his news, vids etc. wait! this is definitely not the 1st time I heard abt him; don't ever get me wrong ya! ever since SHINee introduced in kpop, I always a big fan of Jjong; esp. his amazing voice and also flirtatious character (heeeeee). altho he's an idol (not all idols can sing WELL;trust me); but his voice surpassed other idols and also male singers. He's the main reason why I listen to SHINee's songs; his unique voice. the truth is it is hard to differentiate voices among band members (what more in a big boy/girl band eg. suju/SNSD) but Jjong is gifted with a very distinct voice which makes him really stand out than others!!

he's only 20 peeps (21 in lunar yr); he's at the same age as my younger sister. duhhh! Lee Min Ho (1987er) & Kim Jonghyun (1990er)... why?why must i like younger guys?hee. just like I melted every time I watched Mino's acting; I always did every time I listened to Jjong's singing esp. Hyeya (korean version of Y Si Fuera Ella) .He never failed to hit the high note and it goes without saying that every time he did, I'd definitely go gagagaga.hehe.

In conclusion, Shin Sekyung is one LUCKY girl! it's quite surprising seeing pics of them on a street date; holding hands and listening to music (Jjong also composed few songs for SHINee). it's uncommon for two young celebrities who are at the TOP of their fame but knowing Jjong (the bad guy character & also the crybaby of SHINee), i think they must be thinking that it's not a SIN to love and be loved! yes, as a layman, normal person like us it's easy to do; dating in public but for k-pop idols/korean celebs, they are different. do you know how strong hallyu (korean waves) affected the world wide? it's CRAZY! some Blingers (Jjong's fans) couldn't accept the fact that their idol is dating (for real); so anti-comments popped up everywhere to the extent Shin Sekyung closed her personal homepage on the same day the news revealed (and also confirmed by both agencies).

For those who knew well about what happened to 2pm's ex-leader, Jaebom (now known as Jay Park) in the early of 2010; you might know to what extent 'netizens' (korean fans) can do harm to one's career! Jaebom left 2pm and returned back to his country. that's how crazy netizens can be. I hope this time, Jjong-Sekyung aka Jongkyung won't be affected that much. it's heartbreaking to see Jjong not being his usual self; lively as what a typical AB blood type normally do (hyper!); it's frustrated to see Jjong broke down in front of his fans (remember I told u earlier; he's the crybaby! because he worked really hard to reach this stage; with his amazing voice). I got so mad when thinking about how cruel fans can be. you call yourself a fan; but you ended up hurting your loved ones?? stupid. this is one thing that I can never accept about some korean fans. International fans do a better job i guess (Taiwanese Shawols & Blingers; komawo-yo!! your 998 banners written "Jjong, we will protect you" during SHINee's recent FM in Taiwan definitely did WONDERS!).

see? can you see a Korean inside me?hehe. sometimes, I wondered...maybe I was born in the wrong country.hehe. I don't listen to local songs (because even the songs are sung in my own language but I can't feel anything...I love music more than handbags/shoes peeps; so it's important for me to have a good feeling to what I'm listening to). I do listen to English songs but am not that type who listens to radio which only play killer songs! I don't like random people, I don't like random actors/actress and I also don't like random singers! that is ME. I'm someone who only listens to songs which are well-sung; no matter how least popular the songs are. and one more thing, I listen to one's album and not to radio.

I listen to Korean songs a lot! just like when I was little, whenever I listened to English songs, I'd look up to dictionary and find the meaning of certain words; I can always look up in search engine the English translation of Korean songs. easy right? i don't get it when people came to me and sarcastically asked; "do you understand the lyrics?". am not really a nice person; not always be (to be precise); sometimes I just gave them a smirk/worst-I'd reply "do you think I'm stupid?". I'm a typical A blood type; STUBBORN! so watch out.

extra #1: footage Jjong sang lil' Hyeya in Dream Concert. His right is Suju's Kim Heechul & his left is Shin Sekyung :) (Dream Concert is the 1st place they met each other)

Lyrics : Hyeya/Kim Jonghyun
Translation: Y Si Fuera Ella/Kim Jonghyun

Ella, sorry is what I want to say
I don't want to wait any longer
Far from now, at the very end, to say it
So that even in this painful period of time
We'll still be able to laugh
Creating new happy memories for us to remember
Mariya

Ella, you told me before didn't you
You only love me as a good friend
And remain beside me forever as a best friend
Don't say those words to me ever again
To you it may sound light
But to me, weigh heavy
My feelings must have given you a hard time
I'll step back a bit, I'll wait
So that you'll be comfortable
I'll be standing from far away
I'm begging you like this

Ella, how are you trying to leave
With your smiling eyes, and cruelly saying goodbye
Killing me by suffocating me
The happiness the get from the melody
Is still too brilliant
Please don't leave me
Don't abandon me

I don't want to live
What should I do
Without you in my life
It's better to act like I don't know
Because like this the sadness is driving me insane

Ella, How are you trying to leave me
With those easy words, "goodbye"
Making me feel reproachful at your departure
Oh, Please....
Don't go ella

Ella, you told me before didn't you
You only love me as a good friend
And remain beside me forever as a best friend
Don't say those words to me ever again
To you it may sound light
But to me, weigh heavy
My feelings must have given you a hard time
I'll step back a bit, I'll wait
So that you'll be comfortable
I'll be standing from far away
I'm begging you like this

Ella, How are you trying to leave me
With those easy words, "goodbye"
Making me feel reproachful at your departure
Oh, Please....
Don't go ella

It's better to act like I don't know
Because like this the sadness is driving me insane

Ella, How are you trying to leave me
With those easy words, "goodbye"
Making me feel reproachful at your departure
Oh, Please....
Don't go ella
Don't go....

extra #2. Jjong sang No. 1 in SM Live '10 concert in LA

the HEADACHE begins (again!)

2010-10-31T23:38:00.007+08:00

I may complete my pupilage period this coming 9th Nov. good thing huh? I know.hehe. But, without saying it also means I have to deal with all the headache (from filing Form 6,7 & 8).

My master & senior lawyers said the same thing; they never experienced this kind of hardship. good for them :(

before headache, heartache, running & worrying begins;
meeting him is the best I could do ♥

The Takers is NICE! but i really think Hayden Christensen shouldn't be one of the actors. Bear in mind, good look is not everything.

happy WORKING! :)

and Happy Deepavali!!

25 Oct 2010 - it's been a year!

2010-10-23T16:35:00.008+08:00

though it's only 23rd, but I bet am going to be busy on Monday.

so let this one posted in advance.hehe :)

I can't believe it's been a year; it's been a year from the DAY herda, yna, shue, jas, shima & I (and also thousands of fans!!) meeting a korean guy named Lee Min Ho in Sg. Wang Plaza. It's one of the memorable events that I'm not going to forget easily. That's how much I like him; to put it in a simple word.

I had no IDEA back then, how would I feel at my 1st sight of him (in real life!). but i guess, the regular readers definitely understood what I went through on that day; 25 oct 2009. (pls click on the date).

LMH held a fanmeeting in Thailand few days ago; and am sure Minoz Thais can't stop bragging about him coming to Thailand.hehe. hmm.

If only Mino came to Malaysia earlier than he did; and if only I didn't have a test a day after the fanmeeting,

I'd definitely stalking him and giving my ALL out. who knows that's be my last time seeing him in person. although I have some plans here and there. duhhh! lets bygones be by gones.

it's been ages I haven't uploaded any vid; hope this one can put a SMILE on your face :)

extra: Lee Min Ho's LG Optimus (30')

we are AMATEURS :)

2010-10-14T19:42:00.009+08:00

when I was in high school; I had this thought :

Memories are kept in our head, and I didn't need photos
to reminisce those memories.

I don't know how I got such a thought; but one thing for sure;
I was WRONG.

I don't know since when but I always make sure I'll never let my memories go without capturing them visually, so that whenever I feel like wanting to reminisce one sweet/bitter moment,
I'd always have my photo albums to look at.

more photos (most of 'em candids) during my convocation day :)

uri family (w/o my youngest sis)

what a funny face!haha

my one & only bro :)

rainbow girl :p

sheh ariff :)

kak lia, kinah & I

my younger sis & mom :)

i will never forget 03.10.10
my 1st degree :)

the OWL me :P

2010-10-13T23:02:00.002+08:00

my October wallie :)
check out: fb-ing, d/l-ing & listening to Maher Zain

ok. let's admit. am BORED to death. *phew*

trying to catch up everything I'd missed out.

Baker King aka Kim Takgu already finished in Korea but it's 29th episode on tonight's show at KBS World. tomorrow will be the finale. how sad can it be?? great drama; i love every single of it! ♥ Gu Majun and of course uri good boy, Kim Takgu. 30 episodes altogether; it means almost 4 months I waited patiently for Weds and Thurs just to watch the drama. hope to see more great k-dramas in future (esp. uri Lee Min Ho in City Hunter!hehe)

my body is aching; my eyes are getting sleepy but my fingers can't stop working. otokei?

p/s: craving for Ichiban Ramen :(
i wish Kluang has Ichiban Ramen(japanese food) or
Seoul Garden (korean food) but am I asking for too much? abaikan

Good Nite! till then ...

my BIG day!!

2010-10-09T20:31:00.023+08:00

it's been almost 1 month??? OH-EM-GEE!!!!! Time really flies huh?
well, even you and I know this is only for fun.hehe.

After Raya fest, I've been busy serving at Legal Aid Centre in Jb. It is one of the requirements that I need to fulfil to complete my chambering. yeah...it involves lots of works, services, programmes and I must say; patience. Though, I (always) complained about my chambering but I can't believe I have another (less than) a month to finish what I have started since last February. It's really nerve-wrecking to start chambering at first; because I wasn't sure what kind of environment I need to live in for 9 months and what kind of persons/staffs I would deal with for 9 months (esp. Master) but Alhamdulillah; things are getting better day by day. I don't want to comment or elaborate on whether I will stay or not; just leave it to Allah s.w.t. HE knows better. and one more thing, I don't mind working in a small town like Kluang. I'm okay with it. Who knows, I might learn more than anyone in KL. Not that I abhor working in KL but I do prefer Jb (or Kluang) than KL. and one thing for sure, I really think my mother needs a company at home (other than my dad!).hihi :D

3rd October 2010/24 Syawal 1431H marked a remarkable day in my life. I was conferred degree of Bachelor of Laws (Honours) and am proud to say that I'm glad I studied laws in International Islamic University of Malaysia (IIUM). 6 years ago, I chose IIUM over UiTM Shah Alam; followed the strong instinct that I had at that time. All praises to Allah s.w.t; HE answered my prayer and dream to be a law graduate. Thank you Allah. I will try harder to be a better Muslimah. And InsyaAllah, in few months time (maybe less than 2 months), there will be another remarkable day in my life; which is my LONG CALL! to be honest, I can't wait to be called to the Bar as an Advocate and Solicitor :) just wait and see...

peeps, let's pics do the TALKING.
credit to my siblings; Nur Liyana Ramlee, Muhammad Syamim
and also my bf Sheh Ariff who turned my convocation pics into something
beautiful and awesome. Thanks dear!

my mortar board and princess diary :)

heading to the Great Hall, CAC

presented by High Commission of Republic of Maldives,
H.E. Mr Mohamad Zaki

walking out in the red carpet

find me!hee~

beautiful flowers and gifts from beautiful ppl

my familia (not in the pic; my youngest sister who's
studying in Unimas)

these two are expected to graduate in the same year;
product of Utp & Uthm

my other half ♥♥♥

my beloved parents :)

xoxo for MOM!

my ex-roomie from 1st-final year, Ms. Kinah :)

my ex-roomie in Matric IIUM,PJ (we coincidentally bumped into each other;
she's a Human Science graduate)

Nab & Kin :D

lalalalala ♪♫♪♫♪

from left: Kak Lia, Kinah, Ena, me & Nab

Hafiq in the house!!

my cousin, Abg Yus & Kak Daliza also came! with
their daughter, Sofeya Karmila :)

one day after convo day, returned the robe,
collected stage pics & scrolls :)

with Nana :)

the skies are BLUE. Subhanallah

beautiful mosque :)

this place; IIUM will be MISSED!

"The tassel's worth the hassle!"

Minoz, LISTEN UP!!!!

2010-09-14T23:31:00.007+08:00

though am not feeling well, with fever & food poisoning
(it's Raya fest btw!)
but I can't keep this information to myself.

sharing is CARING right?hihi :p

yesterday, few korean sites, forums & blogs announced Lee Min Ho's new project namely;
the korean version City Hunter

City Hunter is originally a Japanese manga series

i read quite a lot about the manga but i'll update
about it later peeps :)

p/s: will update also how i celebrated Raya with family

take care :)

am the Baker

2010-09-05T12:32:00.004+08:00

mode: busy

activities: shopping, baking cookies for Raya fest!

I'm off to Jb :)

Happy 53rd Merdeka Day!

2010-08-31T00:05:00.009+08:00

31st August 2010 marks our 53rd Independence Day

I think this is the best quote for today:-

Let us all as ONE be reminded that all Malaysians would live together as members of one big family
-the Late YTM Tunku Abdul Rahman Putra Al-Haj

regardless whatever political party we believe in, as Malaysians we need to be united. unity does make WONDERS in any society. do we wish another May 13, 1969 to be repeated? It's a NO-NO peeps. although i don't even bother about 1Malaysia; (because am already in a multiracial society;i don't need any tag line to be associated with. this is my personal opinion. no offence), but unity is a very significant element in maintaining a peaceful country.

i wish i can speak Tamil
(but my grandpa can!fluently btw.hihi);
i wish i can speak mandarin/Cantonese. and in fact, am very comfortable with Indians, Chinese and also Sikhs. seriously.

I'M PROUD TO BE A MALAYSIAN!

October!! pali come! am counting days to meet my Crazy friends; esp. my ex-roommates

and also ex-de facto roommates.haha :p

it's not easy to say this but am literally missing him.haha. awkward!♪♫♪♫♪
♥ Mr. Engineer

super extra:
yayaya...what would my bloggie be without Lee Min Ho.haha
*kekasih gelapku*

it's good to have twitter acc; the most convenient ever! the fastest way. i loikE!

he's in Prague; looking good with his extremely melting-my heart-to-the-max smile

argh! my mind automatically goes back to last October!! i should hv done everything I could to get a handshake from him; instead of hundreds "shaking" pics of him.

i hate Sg Wang Plaza!!!!*regret*

with his stylist unnie. she's always with him; but i didn't see her in Kl last yr.

don't ask me why i like him so much. i myself can't figure out why. and am sure no one in his more-than-1million-fans (on fb!) know the answer. well, no one has the RIGHT to ask me to begin with! my personal is my personal. i really hate it if anyone interrupts my personal thingy. it's really irritating.

i don't do forgiving quite often.

happy 53rd Merdeka Day Malaysians!!!

bored to (Death)

2010-08-24T23:10:00.004+08:00

help!

tonight, i really really really miss Kinah, Herda, Nab & Ilham.

seriously :(

playnow:love/joo won (baker king ost)

it's Saturday! and I am feeling extremely GOOD!

2010-08-21T02:15:00.012+08:00

lalalala ♪♫♪♫♪

#1. i love Mischievous Kiss's posters which are released recently (these two look yummy!) and the girl looks just like Yoon Eun Hye (seriously!)

Joo Won

#2. Gu Majun vs Kim Takgu

looks like I'm interested more in Majun's character (bad guys do rule!haha). thnks to Joo Woon; his acting skill is undeniably cool. I can't deny that Yoon Si Yoon is good; but i always believe portraying antagonist characters are harder than anyone could think. eye expression is very important!! and that has made Lee Min Ho loved by his fans for his GJP character; pitiful, lack of love & affection but he's ready to do EVERYTHING for his beloved one. so does Gu Majun; in order to get his father's attention (not biological father), he's willing to do everything to win his heart plus his desire of getting Shin Yugyeong's love makes his life more miserable & desperate. and like I mentioned in earlier post, Joo Won involved in musicals prior to Baker King and yeah,I happened to watch an interview of him and he's asked to sing. well, he is a good singer :) am anticipating more interesting plots in Baker King. it's already 14th episode on kbs world last wed; 16 eps to go!

#3. I can't believe we (Muslims) are already in our 11th day of Ramadhan. time really flies huh? can't wait for my siblings to come home for Raya fest!!!! come home pali!!! I haven't prepared anything yet; including baju raya (this would be my 2nd year buying ready-made baju raya. easier!). just pick,try,choose & pay.hehe

#4. I'm in my 6th month of chambering!!! can you believe it?? I can't. and once again; time really flies!!! Litigation & Conveyancing staffs are the backbones of any legal firm (if one is doing both areas). There are many things I don't even know but the staffs do. This is what we call PRACTICE; you can't find any in the law books/statute except few can be found in practice directions. honestly speaking; I always hated land law!as far as i remembered; i got B- for land law I.haha. but in the 2nd part of Land Law; i did get an A (thanks to the lecturer; GOD! i forgot her name.isk). she's very good and i don't know if i'm allowed to say this (hehe) but my grades were always dependent on lecturers; if i like one lecturer; i would get the worst B+ but i don't; I could get even C (i hate C!!it really marked down my CGPA.argghhh).

well,it doesn't matter if i get an A/C but my point is you will get a clearer understanding if you doing it instead of learning it. for eg. I didn't know what is Form16D/16G; i could only answer it correctly if it's questioned in exam papers. seriously. and am being honest here. but; thanks to the 6-month chambering (so far), 16D/16G and land law matters don't bother me anymore. the same goes for hire purchase matters; I didn't take up Banking Law/Islamic Banking Law as my elective subjects (i took alternative dispute resolution-ADR & medical law); so you can safely think that I did know NOTHING about hire purchase/banking. But, C.Sukumaran & Co. is a legal firm most specialized in banking matters (plus other areas of law); so this is a place where I learnt from the scratch.

half of conveyancing dept. staffs

so, thanks to all litigation & conveyancing staffs (esp. litigation dept). You really helped me a lot. I don't know what happen after November but this is a place where I began to realize it's NOT easy to be an advocate & solicitor. and trust me, not all good/Dean list students can do well in practice; only the hardworking one can SURVIVE!

♥ OVERLOADS! ♥

Jangin Furniture pics
don't let ur imagination go WILD! *phew*

Mino attended Etude Pink Concert recently
looking casual with i-don't-really-like hairdo!hehe

ADIOS! happy fasting :)

Kim Takgu ....

2010-08-17T22:24:00.005+08:00

i'm LOVING it. seriously.

after Personal Taste, this is my current obsession!!
Baker King Kim Takgu is a LOVE.hee~

30 episodes altogether; and it's still airing @ kbs World (and bear in mind that kbs world is two@three weeks behind the original #KBS). but Wednesdays & Thursdays seem far away; i keep waiting for them. *sigh*

Joo Woon is a newcomer and previously he involved in musicals. and for some reasons, he reminds me of Kang Dongwon!! hmm..i always fell for the bad guys (eg. Goo Joon Pyo etc) and it's a lie if i say i don't fall for him (i mean his character as Gu Majun.hehe). but Yoon Shi Yoon tops all characters in the Baker King :)

i recommend this k-drama. it has comedy, melodrama, serious, suspense elements. just switch on #303 every weds & thurs @ 9.00pm. sit and watch. Yoon Shi Yoon & Joo Won are Ddabong! (not to mention all co-stars..what a great cast they actually make)

i wonder what kind of project will he choose in a near future ... wish he will opt for violent character for his next project.huu~

Don't gimme headache!! will you?

2010-08-12T23:09:00.005+08:00

I thought I might lose it. I thought I might scream and bang the door and just walk away.

But, I've been in my half way. And there's no way I can spoil everything,
my effort, my patience that I've given till to date.

It's CRAZY. seriously. Ask around, esp. my close friends; ask them how I behaved when I lost my anger. I can turn into someone else. I hate being RUDE; because my parents never thought me to be one. Otokei??

Sheh told me to just deal with it. I know he knows how hard it is for me to control my anger. He knows me very well. I may hold GRUDGE. and he knows it too. stop do the TALKING! It really pissed me off.

But I keep telling myself: Just deal with it. I'm trying to be heartless about it, for the sake of my FUTURE and also my Master; she gives me hope. These two keep me moving on. and plus, this is what I wanted to do. I chose this way. am not sure abt tomorrow, but today...am still wanting to do it.

"Every worthwhile accomplishment, big or little, has its stages of drudgery and triumph; a beginning, a struggle and a victory." Ghandi

Ramadhan al-Mubarak!

2010-08-10T23:03:00.003+08:00

it's Ramadhan. alhamdulillah.

to all Muslims, Ramadhan al-Mubarak!

have a fruitful Ramadhan :)

I miss SCHOOL!

2010-08-08T16:52:00.004+08:00

not law school. but my high school in particular.

friends who know me really well, surely know am a bit biased when it comes to my secondary schools. i studied in two schools; Kluang High School (STK) and another one is Mara Junior Science College Muar (MRSM Muar).

These two schools are totally two different entities.
and i do prefer the former than the latter. a lot. for many REASONS.

i found real friends in Stk, including my three besties. they are my STRENGTH back then. If they cried, so did I. and if I cried, so did THEY. that's how we value our friendship. i experience my 1st LOVE in that school. it's PAIN in the ass; so i can remember it well. how it started and how it ended. tragic. but it's one of the reasons why i became someone who's very meticulous when it comes to love. i found my greatest enemy in that school. betrayal, envy and hatred. until today, it never came to my mind to forgive her. i wish i can forget her face but people always say, there are two kinds of ppl we can't forget; the one that we really like/love and the one that we really hate. it's true. i found myself in that school. it gave me ENERGY that the latter school never gave. and it gave me HAPPINESS that the latter never gave.

but why did i leave that school?

perhaps; because i'm stupid, perhaps because i'm greedy and perhaps because i'm selfish;

that i wanted to escape the slightest weakness of me and
left the biggest strength of me there.

i MISS wearing the school uniform. the normal one.

i wore it once again and maybe for the last time, few years ago when participating in
my uni's programme "BACK TO SCHOOL".

one thing that i never changed, i hate MONDAYS!

Maldives

2010-08-06T23:24:00.003+08:00

feeling exhausted. i hv so much to complain.
after all, this is my public DIARY.haha.

but, am too tired for that.

but HE makes me feel HAPPY.hee~

Thanks to twitter; say: pictures can really talk.hee :p

Mino & family @ Maldives
(after few days staying at S'pore)

this dorky boy surely DESERVES a great vacation :)

tomorrow's schedule
: finding Sheh's 24th b'day gift

: having a tea-break at new Kluang Railcoffee near

Jalan Klg-Batu Pahat roundabout (just launched yesterday!!!)
: sleeping!!!!!!!!! huu~

ok. FINE!

2010-08-01T01:09:00.005+08:00

my body is in M'sia but my mind is in S'pore. what can I do?
I heard Mino will be staying in Spore until August 2nd. Why don't he swim across the borderline and go to Jb and meet M'sians?arghh!

envy is not good for my HEALTH. i know.hehe :P

looking at his pics, i bet he's already gained some weight. it's obvious. just look at his cheek and you'd know by a glance. He's damn TALL (like really really really tall plus he has a skinny long legs which makes him look taller!!) and the words have it that his weight is not proportionate with his height.so i guess he needs to work out to build some muscles to get his ideal weight. BUT! knowing him; (am a real stalker); i mean Lee Min Ho's stalker (only), whenever he tried to gain some weight, his cheek will become chubbier before any part of his body will. If I were him; I'd be stressed out of gaining weight on my face.hmm..

But, he's still my #1!!! He's a piece of ART! and his long legs really stand out!haha. i watched a fancam vid (his arrival at Changi airport), one fan kept saying these words;

"oh my God, he's damn TALL" repeatedly.hehe~

And speaking of him; i wish he can choose his next project asap! I know he's much interested in doing film now but as a fan, pls...pls do drama! k-movies are rarely aired in M'sian cinemas except for few. It's really frustrated if I have to wait for months to watch the film. fyi, am also a fan of Song Hye Kyo and until today I didn't have a chance to watch her Hwangjini. So, I really hope he'll consider taking up a k-drama instead of movie.

I do miss Goo Joon Pyo with pama. damn!
am seriously missing him :(

hottie!

oh!sleepy already.zZzzz

26-31 July

2010-07-30T23:13:00.009+08:00

been busy for days.

ethics course.check
ethics exam.check
dinner with Honourable Judge.check
monthly reports.check

i guess, this weekend will solely be MINE. no interruption.
if i can switch off my hp for two days,
i would do it (but i can't.duhh.hehe).

am grateful with what I have right now, altho at times i can't deny I showed my rebellious side. I can't help it. But as I work day by day, there are few things I learnt by heart and let them buried with me. the experience is priceless; legal theories that I learnt in law school is nothing to compare with legal practice. it reminds me of my professional practice lecturer who always reminded us to at least complete our chambering; regardless in what field we'd like to be a part of it. my Master's method is to let me learning from others; for example, on my very 1st day at Magistrate Court i.e. after getting my short call, I went to Court by myself, observing other lawyers and the Court's interpreter being a very understanding person allowed me to conduct the cases after few lawyers did. and so did the Registrar at one High Court; it was my 1st time appearing in chamber in High Court for Summons For Direction (SFD) hearing; she did the same thing, she let senior lawyers did before allowing me to conduct the hearing. It may look immaterial and many won't appreciate those aids but I really appreciate them. My Master is true, that we can only learn if we do it. Slowly, it becomes easy and we no longer have fear to appear before anyone. Kamsahamnida!!

(master: is a term used for a person-in-charge of pupil/chambering student. in 9mnths time we are under supervision of a Master and he/she must have at least 7 yrs standing of practice)

Let's move to pictures
(am an avid fan of photography if you noticed.hehe)

on the last day of 2-day ethics course in Johor Bahru, we had a Dinner with one Honourable Judge and the Johore Bar committees at Grand Blue Wave Hotel. We need to be there at 7.00pm sharp; and in order to avoid traffic congestion, we arrived much earlier. thank God the hotel is situated opposite of beach (Stulang). Enjoyed eating Rojak Petis (and due to my oral ulcer, i ate it with my tears falling down.hehe). honestly, the dinner was not something I anticipated; due to fatigue and the fact that I had to be an early riser for days (which I hate so muchh!!) but glad the dinner brought us (Johorean chambering students) together.

It's already 12.30am (Saturday/31 July), Mino arrived safely in Singapore for LG event. am envious of S'poreans; Mino had held his fanmeeting three times including this time. I wish I can go/attend the event but financial and time wise, it's not worth it. I'm not saying it's not worth it going to S'pore, it just that I don't think I'm willing to spend my pennies for that event. I have a bigger plan and am sure it'll be worth-planning. So,let's save for the BEST.haha :p

Mino before his departure to Singapore. nice HAIRDO! :)

Mino arrived in S'pore!!!!!!!!!

extra:

Am not sure how many times did I mention this; i love TRUGEN and Trugen S+ the most (among all Mino's endorsement products). Trugen pics never let me down.
I got excited everytime I saw them.hehe

Mino and his pet, Choco (he posted the pics via twitter)
look at his LONG legs.phew~

I'm watching the Baker King aka Baker King Kim Takgu @ #303 and I'm loving it!
Actor Yoon Shi Yoon (High Kick) is officially added into
my promising actors list.hehe. I recommend this k-drama :)

it's been ages I haven't uploaded any vid.huu~
Jangin Furniture CF by Lee Min Ho (cute!)

HAVE A FUN WEEKEND!! take care :)

Fully-Booked!

2010-07-25T00:28:00.004+08:00

am not talking about Mino this time ppl, am talking about me.hee~

I have ethics course on Monday (26july) and 3 hrs written exam on the next day. at night, I'll be having dinner with judges & Johore Bar members. and of course I have to work on Wednesday. Tonnes of works would definitely be waiting for me. *I'm not complaining*. and one more thing, I'm scheduled off to Kuantan, Pahang on Friday (30july) for a meeting with my master. I know I may experience lots of new things but I'm also sure I'll be dead meat once the scheduled things done. seriously!
my back aches; I have oral ulcer which makes me difficult to talk, eat; I have few monthly reports to take care of before end of the month; but they don't stop me from thinking about
Mino coming to Singapore this 31july2010!!!

and Mino, stop praising about Sg's chilly crab!! arghhh!!~

::Busy mode turns ON::

2010-07-22T00:14:00.004+08:00

::Busy mode turns ON::

Twitter craziness!

2010-07-15T00:03:00.006+08:00

uri Mino slept late

in this century, it's easy to be a real stalker. All you need to have is facebook/twitter
(including me) haha :D

well, look at him! he's really good at it(twitter)!hee ;)

what a handsome guy he is!!

mode::dizzy:

say NO to Mondays!!

2010-07-11T17:40:00.003+08:00

as much i always hoped Mondays won't come during my uni life, i hope they don't now!

arghhhh!!

No short skirts for Lee Min Ho’s girl

2010-07-10T14:00:00.007+08:00

Recently named one of Korea’s 20 Hottest Male Celebs by CNN, actor Lee Min Ho was interviewed by MBC’s Section TV on the set of a photoshoot.

During this interview, he revealed that he was rather conservative. He stated,

“I have an older sister and I don’t really like it when she wears short skirts. Even with any girls that have some sort of relation with me, even though they are my friends, I nag at them if they wear short skirts.“

Section TV asked Lee Min Ho what he wanted for his birthday present and he confessed that he wanted a girlfriend. They also asked him if he would date one of his fans if he found that she was his ideal type. He responded,

“Of course, because when it comes to love you never know where or how it’ll happen.”

credit: allkpop.com

comment: i must say that i ♥ him even more now! he's such a GENTLEMAN! i want a brother like him, or a friend like him! because honestly speaking, i really hate when boyfriends, fiancees and husbands do not bother how their women/girls dress up. putting right attire is very important and i always say NO to mini skirts! prevention is better than cure, remember? his statement also means all SNSD members are out of his list and the rest who aren't wearing mini skirts have a chance!hee~

another article

Lee Min Ho told that he is very conservative and can’t stand women wearing short skirts.

Through an entertainment TV show, Lee Min Ho revealed that he is very conservative and told, “I don’t like it when my older sister wears a short skirt. I say not to wear a short skirt to all girls that have a some sort of a relationship with me including my friends.”

Additionally, he told that he wanted to have a girlfriend for his birthday present and that he could go out with a fan if she is his type. He also talked about his bed scene experience with Son Ye Jin in Personal Preference. He said that she led him during the bed scene since Son Ye Jin had many experiences in them.

credit: allkoreangossip.com

comment: omo! he could go out with a fan if she is his type?? is he kidding me?? COUNT ME IN mino!!haha :D i can't stop grinning & giggling ♪♫♪♫♪ *this is really a fan's imagination*

extra:
the cute side of Lee Min Ho :p

9 to 6

2010-07-06T22:47:00.006+08:00

"I've missed more than 9000 shots in my career. I've lost almost 300 games. 26 times, I've been trusted to take the game winning shot and missed. I've failed over and over and over again in my life. And that is why I succeed." - Michael Jordan

even a successful basketball player experienced failure, so why can't I? This is what I'm thinking. Yes, at times I feel dissatisfied with what I've done; but later I kept reminding myself that
IT'S FINE. i can try and keep trying to succeed. no biggie ppl!

as soon as I started my chambering period, i tried my best to capture unforgettable moments.
let me tell you the significance of me putting up these pics:-

this is what my study table (and now my work station) looks like whenever the busy mode turned on. maybe for some people, they might think i try to show off how busy I am/was but that's not really my intention. This is how I work. I love keeping my things in order but sometimes, esp. during exam period, my table would look like this (almost all the time). and once i finished one paper, things would back to normal; well-organized. and btw, can you see the ROXY price tag? collecting ROXY price tags is one of my hobbies. i won't throw them away.

when I looked for a laptop 5 years ago, I didn't have any specification in mind. Based on my budget at that time and suggestion from Sheh, I bought this NEC Versa E6200. Since then, she is my DARLING. and I have no complaint about her!

my favourite breakfast. people who knows me well, would know that I'm a big fan of Sausage McMuffin Mcd! i had my brunch today.

THIS IS ME.
::extra::

one of my fav Mino's close-up pics!

uri Mino & children :)
they are sOoo LUCKY!

remember this girl?
the one who had a crush on Goo Joo Pyo jr in BOF.hehe~

this girl met Mino in a barber shop.arghh!

my fav child actor! Goo Joon Pyo jr.
He is super cute!

New Start

2010-07-04T12:19:00.006+08:00

4 July 2010, Saturday, 12.45 noon

My youngest sister departed from Senai airport to Kuching, Sarawak (together with my parents & a grandpa) for a new start; say as a Uni student.

The fact that she's entering Uni would definitely make my parents feel relieved;

because she's the BABY.

::siblings::

My advice: enjoy the Uni life; but make sure you'll succeed in whatever you do. Create your own momentum!

it's toblerone time!

btw, i met Messi!haha :D

i hate when ...

2010-06-24T00:13:00.003+08:00

people don't respect others!

i had enquiry with *someone* from the land office today (23 June); regarding two cases. it supposed to begin at 9.30am and another appointment was at 10am. i waited for almost 20min; while vetting through the relevant docs. then a clerk came out and told me this, "your enquiry is at 930 am right?" and i replied, "Yes". Then she continued, "*someone* will only be be here at 10.30am, so it's better for you to go back to your office or maybe you can have your breakfast 1st". stupid. Don't bother about me taking my breakfast; I could eat you by the way!! It's MORNING people! and please..please don't expect me to give a friendly/smiling face to anyone at that moment. You should know how pissed I was. government officers keep giving me this kind of impression so don't ask me again and again why I don't want to be a magistrate/deputy public prosecutor!

dictionary: enquiry is a term used for an investigation conducted before an order for Sale and auction date can be fixed by the land office; normally by assistant district officer(ADO)/DO. different district land office may have different procedures (so far, district of batu pahat,kluang & muar are slightly different)

i know i'm greedy; i want to have my hands on this Lomo cam!

isn't it gorgeous?

The Special Day with Minoz 2010 [Updated]

2010-06-20T17:00:00.027+08:00

compared to last year's event, I personally think this year's was totally great! and at the same time hurting me.isk.

Because I couldn't be there and all I could do is surfing the internet and waiting for the pics uploaded one by one by media & lucky Minoz.

I need to save up enough money to go meet him next year (or years.isk)

i bet he's wearing bang bang shirt, trugen blazer & levis signature jeans :p

He was totally polished during the event's press conference (before the event).
green bow tie? it might look weird & wth if others wearing it
but Mino looks just great wearing it :D
And speaking of his attire, I must say this; Mino is so charming & manly wearing suits but he looks just like us in his casual clothes esp. with yellow cardigan & jeans. DDABONG! Stylist unni, komawo-yo!!hehe
handsome guy is forever handsome guy.hehe

Btw, 4500 fans attended the event (we are not talking about concerts here,but a birthday fan meeting) included overseas fans who flew in from Japan, Taiwan, Thailand, China and other countries (if only I attended the event, i could be a rep from Msia.isk)

I'm thrilled seeing pics (which are over-flooding in the net) esp. pics of him with Jung Il Woo (and Kim Bum)!! Since Mino started gaining interest from his character of Goo Joon Pyo, people are already aware of his friendship with Il Woo who is also an actor (they are of the same age). And through BOF, Mino became closer with Kim Bum (Bummy) and coincidentally, Kim Bum is also Jung Il Woo's BFF (they met in korean series High Kick).

with his childhood BFF, Jung Il Woo
(High Kick I, Iljimae Return, My Fair Lady)

Jung Il Woo said he felt bad because he couldn't attend last year's event,
so this year he came to congratulate Mino. NICE!

Kim Bum on the other hand said,
"I'm the dongseng(younger than Mino), so if i don't come I might get hit" (hehe.cute!)

So, people ... these are 3 (hottie) bestfriends!hahaha.

love their friendship!

what a unique cake!

When he was asked what his most-wanted birthday present was, he answered,

"A girlfriend"

And he added, “I’d like a person I can travel with on quiet trips.”

During the fan meeting, he was asked what his ideal type is like
and Jung Ilwoo answered saying "MH's ideal is a petite, fair skinned, innocent girl". p/s: Mino! I'm petite too.hahaha :p

This is my 1st time watching Mino & Il Woo together in an event. I remember last year's event I really wished Il Woo could come to the fanmeeting but Il Woo was in Japan at that time. And YESS!!! he's there together with Mino & Bummy this year!! I'm delighted!! :)

His best pals, Kim Bum and Jung Il Woo were asked what are the strengths and weaknesses of Mino, to which the reply was given that,

"He is bright and considerate but he has a strong desire to win when they play games (competitive spirit) and will sometimes lose
his temper."

ok, let's these wonderful pictures speak. Shall we? :p

Sang Jun!hehe :D

Mino & Seulong
(just like Mino & Il Woo, Seulong is also born in 1987)

with Jung Sung Hwa and Im Seulong!

2am (without Changmin)
also sang PT ost (right: Seulong)

SeeYa (who sang Personal Taste OST)

above: Joe Cheng (taiwanese actor)
below: singer Younha (who sang PT ost) was shy in front of Mino.cute!hehe

fyi, Joe Cheng starred in Taiwan's popular drama called "It started with a kiss" or also known as ISWAK. During the press meet before the fan meeting took place, Mino was asked whether he had any intention acting in the korean version of ISWAK. He said that he heard Joe Cheng mentioned that Joe thinks there's no one more suitable for the role than Mino himself. And to that, Mino thanked Joe and he actually thinks that ISWAK is a very interesting project. However, it seems like he won't be acting in it.

smile,laugh,smile,laugh :D

comedian cum MC, Yoon Hyungbin hosted the event

LMH mascot i.e. Mino-me. .(remember Jin Ho in PT?hehe)

Mino was asked what he thinks are his 3 charms. And he replied,

"3 is too many. If I really have to pick, it'll be familiarity, frank image and bright smile."

very true!

maximum jealousy!!

no hugs pls!

Mino never failed to sing for MINOZ.
He sang two songs for his fans, he sang Falling Slowly. i love the song :)
and when he was asked if he has any desire to make a singing debut, he answered,

“I have the desire, but not the skill.”

"While I was rehearsing the song, I realized that singing isn't for everyone. I am not talented enough [to release an album] but I would like to take part in a soundtrack if the opportunity came by."

at the end of the event, Mino was tearing and his voice was slightly choking.
He read his letter to his fans,

"Today we meet again after one year. I really really want to thank you for coming. You've always been looking out for me. Truly, the strength of your support for me is the greatest strength, more than anything else. Thank you and I love you. Thank you! See you next year.

(Mino-ahh..i wish I can attend your event next year!*pray*)

i'm sure Mino must have been very happy seeing his thousands fans,
friends & colleagues in the event :)

i think this is a post-event pic. isn't he hot?argghh
*nose-bleeding*

i believe more pics will come out sooner/later.
i cant wait to watch more fanvids!

p/s: Mino's real birthday is on 22 June, 2010.

Happy Birthday Mino!
Saeng il Chukahamnida!

arghh..I wanna go to S'pore!!

when my bestie got engaged :)

2010-06-20T14:49:00.008+08:00

June 19, 2010 (Saturday)

My long time bestie, Natasha Jailani got engaged. yippeee! :p

Let's pics speak!

this is called 'tepak sirih'
it's a must have thing in Malay weddings & engagement ceremony

gifts

Tasha with her fiancee, Yus

henna!

from left:
Me, Tasha & Ain

CONGRATS TASHA!

Singaporeans! for the third time, I hate you!

2010-06-17T23:21:00.007+08:00

don't get me wrong peeps.

am talking about uri Mino who has been reported to be coming to
Singapore on 31st July 2010.

According to the news (still not sure if it's reliable), Mino will be coming to Spore to promote LG Optimus. yess. he'll be in S'pore to promote a handphone! arghh.

This will be the third time Mino coming down to Singapore.

Is there any MIRACLE for him to come to Malaysia again people?

I miss 25 Oct 2009. I really do :(
i have regrets; and i'll surely make them up once Mino comes to Msia again

extra: Mino & Bummy during Goo Hye Sun's Magic premiere

playnow: Until you return/FT Island

Kim Bum, Lee Min-Ho, Kim Joon in Goo Hye-Sun’s Magic VIP premier showing

2010-06-17T13:46:00.007+08:00

Goo Hye-Sun’s old friends from Boys Before Flowers have gathered to celebrate her debut as a movie director. Lee Min Ho, Kim Bum, and Kim Joon showed up for the movie Magic’s VIP premier showing. Looks like they are still close friends after all and Kim Hyun-Joong is probably just too busy with SS501 activities.

F3 + Geum Jandi
yess..Joonie with his new hairdo

bummy & his hyung, Mino :)
they are truly bestfriends, but wait!
where's Jung Il Woo anyway?hehe

thanks for wearing the white shirt Mino!

credit: as tagged

Ho..Ho..Ho..

2010-06-14T23:39:00.001+08:00

LEE MIN HO! hahaha :D

I can't think wisely right now; brought works to home; and am still trying to complete
the task by tonight.huhu

Who says chambering is easy? Who says chambering students only make coffee/tea for their masters? Who say so? wrong. It's never been a single day in my 4 months of chambering that I had to make coffee/tea for my master. NEVER. well.probably it depends on how your master treats you.lol

Working alone (at home) is damn BORING. and being me,
I'm really good at multi-tasking.haha. Surfing latest news of Mino, Big Bang and CN Blue is really not a bad idea.

oh Mino. how I miss you so much.

These pics make me feel lil bit jealous of Son Ye Jin but who can blame her???haha. A very good looking guy was in front of her; and if I were her, I would cling over Mino 24/7.heee :p

Love these expressions of his. I only uploaded random pics; you probably can imagine

tonnes of Mino's pics in my possession. It's overloaded!!!

love when he looks up like this.hee

he can surely be a loving daddy.hikhik

hmm.need to end this; my report is still pending.hehe

*yawn*

Year 3

2010-06-14T13:38:00.005+08:00

It's been 3 years our uncle left us.

I remember June 13, 2007; I called my mom and asked her to wake me up in the next morning as I had my last paper in the morning. That night, I slept quite late after revising. I dreamt of my late great-grandma that night and my dream cut off by a call from my mom.

Oh. It's already 6.30am; time to get up and
make PEACE with the MAKER.

Then, less than 10 minutes time my mom called me again. Weird. She said,

"Pokde Ajak da meninggal" (my uncle just passed away).
And it's June 14, 2007.

Right after exam (which was my last paper), I went back home. But I couldn't reach Kluang before the funeral. I missed my last chance to see his face for the last time.

Today, it's been 3 years he left us, his wife and three beautiful children.

He & I shared the same passion; we studied laws. He was a practising lawyer. And it's good to say that his eldest son is studying laws in a local uni. "Ke mana tumpahnya kuah kalau tidak ke nasi"

AL-FATIHAH

Greed

2010-06-13T05:07:00.012+08:00

It's already Sunday. 5.14am.

I can't stop thinking of a pair of gladiators I saw at the mall yesterday. It's denim-made; about 1/1 and half inches heels. I didn't buy them yesterday because it wasn't on my list (tried to be strict with list-to-buy thingy.hehe). But, when I said I love it, it means I really do.huhu. Those who have known me for a long time must know me very well.haha.

I can imagine myself wearing 'em with jeans & t-shirt. NICE!hehe :p

whatever Nad!lol

It's semester break and my younger sisters & brother (one & only) are at home. Thus, whenever I'm not busy I try to hang out with them; at coffee house mostly.hehe. Come to Kluang and you'll surely find more-than-you-can-imagine coffee houses here (including the famous
Kluang Railway Station)

p/s: my bro is not in these pics
(he & camera can't get along well.hehe)

I did some window-shopping yesterday, surveying high quality digital cameras. planning to buy DSLR.huhu. Oh. don't ask me about my lomo cam. I still have it (of course!if not Sheh will kill me..hehe). Didn't have ample time to properly learn how to use it (lomo cam is great but it seems quite technical...but maybe because i'm somehow a complicated creature, so i prefer complicated things too.hehehe). I'm thinking of investing on Lumix (Panasonic)/Nikon. Other brands are out of my list.hee :p

my lomo

Mino has been quite silent since PT ended. But I know what he's doing.hehe. Most probably he's practising his singing skills/magician thingy for his 2nd Minoz Meeting (on June 20,2010 if I'm not mistaken). I wish I could attend the fanmeeting; I wish Korea is just next to Malaysia; and most important thing is that I wish Korean currency-won is not much different from Malaysian currency-Ringgit (say: in my DREAM!hahaha). I always wondered in what year am I able to visit Korea.lol
take note:
Mino's birthday is on June 22, 2010 just in case Minoz doesn't know (which I think it's impossible.hehe).

i miss him. I really do :(

HAVE FUN! ENJOY UR SUNDAY PEOPLE :)

You made my day.hihihi

2010-06-07T19:26:00.006+08:00

what if:
You came home after spent less than half an hour in Magistrate Court;
when you knew Magistrate is attending course for 3 weeks
and you thought another Magistrate would hear your cases
but no one would
and as a result, you could only obtain another date
from the Court's interpreter;
and after spent less than half an hour attending private auction
but no bidder was present
and all you had to do was signing the forms;
and you were instructed to open up 26 new files
to proceed civil and foreclosure proceedings
and you did it until your finger bled?

how do you feel?
ASK ME

But thanks Mino
komawo-yo
for uploading your own photo on fb
totally love it!
my fatigue & disappointment gone already!
hahaha :D

The Minhos

2010-06-05T00:36:00.007+08:00

Minoz must have known this;

Mino is an undergrad student at Konkuk University (KU) and he's majoring in Video/Film

And recently Minho's appointed as a Publicity Ambassador for his
University together with other celebrity students.

i know few names here:

left: it's Lee Min Ki! the actor cum rockstar. i like him except for the hairdo (u better change that Min Ki!). next: the Lucifer star (i dont bother to know his name). next is none other than Wang Ji Hye (PT's evil girl Kim In Hye). next: maybe the rector or whoever. next is an actress and i remember watching her in an interview; she enrolled to KU last year and she said she's happy to know that Mino is her sunbae (aka senior.she must be very happy standing beside Mino.haha).next needs no introduction.hehe; Lee Min Ho (where's ur Jin Ho's hairdo Mino??I like the hairdo more).next is Shinee's Minho (Choi Minho); he's younger than Mino, cute and very athletic (those watching Dream Team must agree with me). next is i-dont-know-her-name woman.hehe

p/s: love the fact that two Minhos stand next to each other.
what an arrangement!

이민호 [Bang Bang Jeans]

2010-06-03T20:50:00.015+08:00

Mino is back with more colours!!!
say: with (older) actress Han Ji Hye.

are you melting? I am :p

Left/Above: Official pics
Right/Below: BTS pic

p/s:
am glad i already finished preparing my written submission today. in more than 3 months of pupilage, i learnt so many things. studying laws and putting the theory into practical are two different things; that's for sure. it's tiring but i think i already fell in love with contested matters :)

6.15pm, June 3, 2010
no matter how much weight i lost, it seems that my cheek won't get any thinner.hehe.
maybe i should take my aunt's advice: chubby cheek will make you look younger.haha :p

[now playing: If it's not you, it can't be anyone else/Yesung Suju]

We thank you :)

2010-06-02T23:19:00.005+08:00

Innocent people died, brutally shot, beaten to DEATH.

And they died in the international water. Place where international law is applicable. But, they didn't die out of NOTHING.
They died as martyrs.

Alhamdulillah, all Malaysian activists including a reporter and
a cameramanin the attacked ship, Mavi Marmara are safe.

We thank you Allah.
Our prayers have been answered.

CURSE on you!

2010-05-31T22:44:00.006+08:00

I don't really care about GAS or whatsoever. Politics are DIRRTY and it's actually a dirty word. period. I used to get so hyped when it comes to it (once upon a time ago)
but slowly the interest fades away.

But when it comes to global dispute; human rights, wars, Israelis, Palestinians etc I think I'm responsible to voice out my opinion. There's a book I read last year (before my final exam) but I can't recall the title. It contains few perspectives of WAR in the eyes of Israelis & also Palestinians. Funny. The former is invading the latter but the former's story is narrated so dramatic; or I can safely say it's more dramatic than what it occurred to the latter. as if the Israelis are the victims.haha.Funny. While reading the book, I just smirked and wondered, "Is this how you tell your side of story Israelis? You got to be KIDDING me". I can't specifically re-narrate what the former did narrate but it sounded ridiculous to a layman like me.hmm

So, what happened today is not something NEW, we are familiar with it; say: WAR CRIME by Israelis. yess! what had happened this morning is actually a war crime as the clash occurred in international waters. The flotilla organized by Free Gaza Movement was attacked, and yet there's no confirmation on death tolls so far. Some say 19, some 20. Only Allah Al-Mighty knows the best.

While few inhumane Malaysians are brave enough to commit infanticide (and that is actually bringing shame to my country), few Malaysians are brave enough to join the Free Gaza Movement, bringing hope to Palestinians, to little kids, to women, to elders. And now, we don't know whether they are still alive or not. I pray to Allah swt to assist the surviving volunteers; give them STRENGTH ya Allah! Bless them with patience & istiqomah! Amiin...

It doesn't matter if you're Muslims or non, let's pray that all surviving volunteers are safe and be able to return to their respective countries safely. InsyaAllah (God willing).
I'm sure there's no religion that would permit bloodshed.
So, let's PRAY!

one day to go!

2010-05-26T22:53:00.005+08:00

I used to update my bloggy at anytime, be it weekdays/weekends during my Uni days but now, it's hard for me to do so. However, I can't help but to tell the WORLD that I hv one working day to go!! (p/s: for this week.hehe). It's hard to get public holidays in the 1st half of the year, so yipppee for having an off day on Friday!hehe.

3 day-break is NICE! *chota*

ok,let me be honest: this is not a candid!hehe.
but, I was really tired in this pic.getting a nap is surely heaven.huhu

aish. missing my friends so much!!

Be healthy, be happy, be strong!

Quick & Short Update: Personal Taste's Farewell Party

2010-05-23T01:07:00.010+08:00

well, PT is over. Many fans are suffering from its withdrawal, including me :(

But, thank God pics from Pt's farewell party are practically heaven~ as compared to BOF which was a way lesser. And compared to BOF, i do love most of PT's characters.huhu.
But no matter what it is,
BOF is still strong in my heart;
because of BOF i got to know Mino better :D

In PT, i love (surely) :
Jun Jin Ho, Park Gae In, Sang Joon, Yong Sun,
Director Choi & also Chang Ryul
(altho sumtimes he's a pain in the ass.haha).

stylish Kim Ji Suk. like him!

I'm disappointed with Tae Hoon (ehem..sorry Seulong fans. i like his voice but he needs time to be a good actor), and the orange girl (altho i think she's cute but her look outshined her acting skills.huhu).

i think Chang Ryul's father is so-so (it's awkward at first watching him acting the evil side) but it's definitely a good try though.hehe. Wang Ji Hye (aka shameless In Hye) brought the character perfectly!
If there exists so many antis, it means she's good.right?hehe

Mino perfected character of Jun Jin Ho!
He's cold but he still has his warmth. Eye expressions are priceless! woot! i'm loving it! I love when Mino cries (erk.hehe), because i found him more charming. Love it when Jin Ho & Gae In get envious of each other. It'd make us feel the same.hehe.

Son Ye Jin as I expected, is a great actress! Love her in most of her dramas except Summer Scent (i dun know why.hehe). In certain scenes, I noticed the age difference but maybe she's friendly (as Mino said in few interviews), so they do have a great chemistry.Cute couple! and thanks to the age difference, I feel it's much easier for Mino to take part in the so-called romantic scenes *ehem*.hehe.

Mino returns to cheeky Lee Min Ho & no longer Jun Jin Ho

wahh! I miss his Mr. bodyguard. it's been ages!

I'm writing this brief update in advance. I'm afraid i don't have enough time to write a proper & full Personal Taste review
(like I did for BOF last year.pls click here).
I have lots to comment, but as you already understood,
24hours seems not enough :(
For now, hope you enjoy it!

p/s: Credit as tagged (esp. KimSocool & Rabbit)

Hunger

2010-05-14T23:50:00.010+08:00

My internet connection is getting slower;
downloading ep.13 & 14 Personal Taste led to this obstacle.

But I don't mind, at ALL.hehe. peeps, I'm hungry for Jun Jin Ho's sweetness, jealousy and whatsoever, and perhaps most of you ARE.hehe :p

I'm being generous here (*wink wink*)

seeing him SMILING is enough to melt my heart away!
p/s: don't worry Sheh Ariff, my heart has more rooms for you :)

Happy Saturday!
maybe tomorrow, I'll bring more SUGAR for you :D

Happy 4th DEBUT anniversary Lee Min Ho ssi!!!!!

2010-05-10T12:05:00.007+08:00

this pic is so special. my very first time seeing Lee Min Ho.
2008: The Star Goldenbell KBS World

yess..today marks Lee Min Ho's 4th DEBUT anniversary.

So for Minoz/Lee Min Ho's fans, mark your calendar-

10 May 2006 is the actual date Mino's debut.hehe :)

Although Mino starred in few dramas & movies before Boys Over Flowers, I haven't watched his previous art yet. Maybe one day..I will start looking for them & buy all at once. If my bf has Spawn collections, why can't I have something as my own collection? Justified! :p

My wish:

I wish Mino will star in more good dramas & movies; I'm not much a k-movie-goer (except few box-office movies eg Speed Scandal etc) but if he stars in any movies, definitely I'm going to watch it. There goes my loyalty towards him.hehe. I also wish Mino a good health despite of his busy schedule & lack of beauty sleep. I don't wish him to have a girlfriend at this moment (hehe) altho he wants one. I wish his dream to be recognized as a good actor for his age will come true (but I think he already achieved that!). He is already a Hallyu-star with his more-than-half-million-friends on fb.hehe :)

Keep up the good work Mino! Hwaiting!!!!

Pictorial diary

2010-05-09T22:24:00.009+08:00

This week went well.
And I'm not going to write PT review today,
maybe later..4/6 episodes altogether.hehe :p

Let's pictures speak; shall I?

My office mates & I

They are all conveyancing clerks
-from left: Kak Siti, Kak Eta & Huda
(Huda & I are of the same age; so we are dropping formalities.hehe)

Kak Leena (litigation clerk specialized in public auction)
and Siva (conveyancing clerk)

Only uploaded few (there are more than 20 staffs at my office including me, one partner lawyer & 2 legal assistants) because I didn't bring cam at that time; these are stolen pics.hehe :D

It's been a while I didn't show off my cam-whoring talent.haha.
And I think I'm losing it slowly.erkk..

at Magistrate Court
before full hearing

on Saturday, spent time with uri Sheh Ariff-ssi.
*casual date mode*

did watch IronMan 2 (I insisted to watch IpMan 2 but he won this time.hehe). Then we had tea-break @ Klg's Rail Coffee; kluang railway toast is a MUST-eat. Headed to Gunung Lambak for a walk (fyi: Rail Coffee & Gng Lambak are my hometown's landmarks).

p/s:

Personal Taste is getting better & better.
I don't mind the episode extension.
Honestly.hehe.
Extension means I can see Mino more.
Am I right?

am struggling!

2010-05-01T13:20:00.010+08:00

One after one is dropping their chambering, bt I'm still sticking to my ambition & mission; completing my pupilage period no matter how hard it will be, no matter what it takes. I'm struggling! yes, I am. not with the heavy workloads (so far, i can bear with it) but am struggling with my ownself. People keeps asking me whether or not I did/do apply for government post. The answer is NO. I was fluttered when one staff at my office asking me, "Are you anti-govt?". OH-EM-GEE! no, I'm not. Although I hv my own faith in politics but I never consider myself as an anti-govt! It's just that I want to be an Advocate & Solicitor & not just a Federal counsel/legal officer etc.I want to be admitted to the Bar. And the sole way to make it happen is by completing the 9 month of chambering. Because I always wanted to be a LAWYER. & I mean it literally. However,I'm happy for those who already chosen their paths; dropping chambering is not the END of it. Of course!hehe. To my good friend, Nabilah Nizam ...good luck Chinggu! I know how good you are; hopefully one day we'll meet up at the Honourable Court. And good luck for others (only mention Nab in specific.hehe) Oh! I miss my uni-mates-in bracket-my good friends DAMN so MUCH! Darls...looking forward to meet you all the soonest I can.hehe.

p/s: my fb is turning into an unofficial web of Personal Taste. well, I cant stop myself from uploading the beautiful pics of Gae In & Jin Ho.hehe. And yep, my bf is getting sick of me...hahaha. Sorry dear~

with this little confession & blah blah thing,
I leave you with sweet-Gae In-Jin Ho-moments gifs
and captures (in ep. 9 & 10)
have fun :)

holding hands odw back to Sanggojae :)

sharing the same umbrella & walking in the RAIN! sweet!

cam-whoring!haha. my fav!

Are you Gossip-Worthy?

Good Bye

they are my ROMEOs

I am a Juliette

"Tonight the moon will be closer to the earth than it has been for 18 years - a spectacular sight awaits us", said James Attlee.

it's getting UGLIER!

try to catch up what I've missed

it's random

i'm happy at the mention of him

The significant 6th

We are Jungle Fish

Dream High vs Jungle Fish 2

Blind/the Lifehouse

G e t well s o o n / the perishers

sorry, it's DULL dear

OMG! is that why he's been silent for few days? waaaaaaa!

i'm 25!

bling bling

Diligence is the mother of good fortune

Time Machine

First ♥ Letter

I want it that WAY!

there's a Korean inside my body!

the HEADACHE begins (again!)

25 Oct 2010 - it's been a year!

we are AMATEURS :)

the OWL me :P

my BIG day!!

Minoz, LISTEN UP!!!!

am the Baker

Happy 53rd Merdeka Day!

bored to (Death)

it's Saturday! and I am feeling extremely GOOD!

Kim Takgu ....

Don't gimme headache!! will you?

Ramadhan al-Mubarak!

I miss SCHOOL!

Maldives

ok. FINE!

26-31 July

Fully-Booked!

::Busy mode turns ON::

Twitter craziness!

say NO to Mondays!!

No short skirts for Lee Min Ho’s girl

9 to 6

New Start

i hate when ...

The Special Day with Minoz 2010 [Updated]

when my bestie got engaged :)

Singaporeans! for the third time, I hate you!

Kim Bum, Lee Min-Ho, Kim Joon in Goo Hye-Sun’s Magic VIP premier showing

Ho..Ho..Ho..

Year 3

Greed

You made my day.hihihi

The Minhos

이민호 [Bang Bang Jeans]

We thank you :)

CURSE on you!

one day to go!

Quick & Short Update: Personal Taste's Farewell Party

Hunger

Happy 4th DEBUT anniversary Lee Min Ho ssi!!!!!

Pictorial diary

am struggling!

"Tonight the moon will be closer to the earth than it has been for 18 years
- a spectacular sight awaits us", said James Attlee.