there's a Korean inside my body!

do you believe me? :P

I think I've already abandoned uri Lee Min Ho for at least two weeks! I can't remember the last time I visited his sites; which I also cannot believe it!haha :p

Blame it on SHINee's Kim Jonghyun peeps! bad guy; *nappun namja!* :D

well, due to his recent revealed-love affair with one well-known actress; Shin SeKyung; I started looking up to his news, vids etc. wait! this is definitely not the 1st time I heard abt him; don't ever get me wrong ya! ever since SHINee introduced in kpop, I always a big fan of Jjong; esp. his amazing voice and also flirtatious character (heeeeee). altho he's an idol (not all idols can sing WELL;trust me); but his voice surpassed other idols and also male singers. He's the main reason why I listen to SHINee's songs; his unique voice. the truth is it is hard to differentiate voices among band members (what more in a big boy/girl band eg. suju/SNSD) but Jjong is gifted with a very distinct voice which makes him really stand out than others!!

he's only 20 peeps (21 in lunar yr); he's at the same age as my younger sister. duhhh! Lee Min Ho (1987er) & Kim Jonghyun (1990er)... why?why must i like younger guys?hee. just like I melted every time I watched Mino's acting; I always did every time I listened to Jjong's singing esp. Hyeya (korean version of Y Si Fuera Ella) .He never failed to hit the high note and it goes without saying that every time he did, I'd definitely go gagagaga.hehe.

In conclusion, Shin Sekyung is one LUCKY girl! it's quite surprising seeing pics of them on a street date; holding hands and listening to music (Jjong also composed few songs for SHINee). it's uncommon for two young celebrities who are at the TOP of their fame but knowing Jjong (the bad guy character & also the crybaby of SHINee), i think they must be thinking that it's not a SIN to love and be loved! yes, as a layman, normal person like us it's easy to do; dating in public but for k-pop idols/korean celebs, they are different. do you know how strong hallyu (korean waves) affected the world wide? it's CRAZY! some Blingers (Jjong's fans) couldn't accept the fact that their idol is dating (for real); so anti-comments popped up everywhere to the extent Shin Sekyung closed her personal homepage on the same day the news revealed (and also confirmed by both agencies).

For those who knew well about what happened to 2pm's ex-leader, Jaebom (now known as Jay Park) in the early of 2010; you might know to what extent 'netizens' (korean fans) can do harm to one's career! Jaebom left 2pm and returned back to his country. that's how crazy netizens can be. I hope this time, Jjong-Sekyung aka Jongkyung won't be affected that much. it's heartbreaking to see Jjong not being his usual self; lively as what a typical AB blood type normally do (hyper!); it's frustrated to see Jjong broke down in front of his fans (remember I told u earlier; he's the crybaby! because he worked really hard to reach this stage; with his amazing voice). I got so mad when thinking about how cruel fans can be. you call yourself a fan; but you ended up hurting your loved ones?? stupid. this is one thing that I can never accept about some korean fans. International fans do a better job i guess (Taiwanese Shawols & Blingers; komawo-yo!! your 998 banners written "Jjong, we will protect you" during SHINee's recent FM in Taiwan definitely did WONDERS!).

see? can you see a Korean inside me?hehe. sometimes, I wondered...maybe I was born in the wrong country.hehe. I don't listen to local songs (because even the songs are sung in my own language but I can't feel anything...I love music more than handbags/shoes peeps; so it's important for me to have a good feeling to what I'm listening to). I do listen to English songs but am not that type who listens to radio which only play killer songs! I don't like random people, I don't like random actors/actress and I also don't like random singers! that is ME. I'm someone who only listens to songs which are well-sung; no matter how least popular the songs are. and one more thing, I listen to one's album and not to radio.

I listen to Korean songs a lot! just like when I was little, whenever I listened to English songs, I'd look up to dictionary and find the meaning of certain words; I can always look up in search engine the English translation of Korean songs. easy right? i don't get it when people came to me and sarcastically asked; "do you understand the lyrics?". am not really a nice person; not always be (to be precise); sometimes I just gave them a smirk/worst-I'd reply "do you think I'm stupid?". I'm a typical A blood type; STUBBORN! so watch out.

extra #1: footage Jjong sang lil' Hyeya in Dream Concert. His right is Suju's Kim Heechul & his left is Shin Sekyung :) (Dream Concert is the 1st place they met each other)




Lyrics : Hyeya/Kim Jonghyun
Translation: Y Si Fuera Ella/Kim Jonghyun

Ella, sorry is what I want to say
I don't want to wait any longer
Far from now, at the very end, to say it
So that even in this painful period of time
We'll still be able to laugh
Creating new happy memories for us to remember
Mariya

Ella, you told me before didn't you
You only love me as a good friend
And remain beside me forever as a best friend
Don't say those words to me ever again
To you it may sound light
But to me, weigh heavy
My feelings must have given you a hard time
I'll step back a bit, I'll wait
So that you'll be comfortable
I'll be standing from far away
I'm begging you like this

Ella, how are you trying to leave
With your smiling eyes, and cruelly saying goodbye
Killing me by suffocating me
The happiness the get from the melody
Is still too brilliant
Please don't leave me
Don't abandon me

I don't want to live
What should I do
Without you in my life
It's better to act like I don't know
Because like this the sadness is driving me insane

Ella, How are you trying to leave me
With those easy words, "goodbye"
Making me feel reproachful at your departure
Oh, Please....
Don't go ella

Ella, you told me before didn't you
You only love me as a good friend
And remain beside me forever as a best friend
Don't say those words to me ever again
To you it may sound light
But to me, weigh heavy
My feelings must have given you a hard time
I'll step back a bit, I'll wait
So that you'll be comfortable
I'll be standing from far away
I'm begging you like this

Ella, How are you trying to leave me
With those easy words, "goodbye"
Making me feel reproachful at your departure
Oh, Please....
Don't go ella

It's better to act like I don't know
Because like this the sadness is driving me insane

Ella, How are you trying to leave me
With those easy words, "goodbye"
Making me feel reproachful at your departure
Oh, Please....
Don't go ella
Don't go....

extra #2. Jjong sang No. 1 in SM Live '10 concert in LA