[[ inside me ]]

“We continue to shape our personality all our life. If we knew ourselves perfectly, we should die.”
by Albert Camus (French Novelist)

org kate kekdg brg seseorg menggambarkn mcm mane org tu.aku pon agak setuju ngn pendapat ni.bg aku..laptop aku menggambarkn cmne diri aku,cmne aku luangkn mase lapang aku.ape yg aku appreciate dlm idup aku.ape yg penting dlm idup aku.n even personaliti aku.ape yg ade dlm laptop aku mberi seribu makne..at least for Me :)

desktop aku
pretty wallpaper of Song Hye Kyo

ape yg ade dlm dlm local disk aku
xsure la kalo korg nmpk ke x ape yg ade dlm ni..ade folder application.graphic.music.vids.&.workload.

pics!
gamba pon ade folder msg2.sbb aku ade byk sgt gamba..dr gamba zaman skola yg da di-scan smpaila gamba yg aku amek bberape jam yg lpas.ehe.so far gamba ngn member2 plg besar dlm folder graphic aku :)

my music!
utk menyenangkn aku..aku wt folder utk koleksi lagu2 aku.sme bahase ade-bahasa melayu,english,hangul,mandarin/kantonis,jepun,hindi,bahasa indonesia.bahase laen?mayb nxt time.hihi

documents,assignments,research,past year questions etc
folder ni mmg penting.sbb we can never trust saving the docs in the pendrive alone.aku da byk kali kehilangan docs yg penting2 ble nk print as'ment(xde printer cmni la jdnye..ehe)

series & movies.
b4 this,i used to keep the downloaded Prison Break,Gossip Girls,Brothers & Sisters in my laptop but now,they r gone! skng yg tggl hanyela Fullhouse,Worlds Within,Boys Before Flowers,Edge of Love(movie yg x smpat ngk ag) & NGs (bloopers).IpMan br je delete semlm(btw,cte tu mmg best.x rugi ngk)
Jimat space utk KOREA!haha :D

he makes me melting :P
Lee Min ho :)
but my bf does better :)

kadangkala bercakap benar itu pahit

ble aku bce blk tajuk post kali ni..cm rase diri slalu bohong la plk.ehe.sbnanye cmni..td kol 10pg sepatutnye aku ade cls PP (professional practice).kalo kls ni sme org da sedia maklum..jgn sesekali x pkai attire ikowt dress code,including proper shoes, n jgn lupe bwk all relevant statutes.ntah knape tah arini..aku lupe bwk companies act.tp aku bwk companies winding up.ni sme sbb aku da prepare soklan arini dr b4 cuti..so mlm semlm aku lupe nk mskkn companies act dlm beg aku.td msk2 je kls..mdm tros ckp.."those who do not wear proper attire,plz get out!".aku ok ag time ni..sbb sme kt bdn aku ok.then aku cm cuak plk sbb aku x bwk statute.alamak!aku pon mmberanikn diri la.."mdm..i forgot to bring the companies act".nk tawu ape jwpn mdm?"then get out!".alamak!!!haha.kluwa la aku ngn muke slumber x slumber sgt(bersame mereka2 yg x prepare n x pkai dress code).apekan daya..aku da prepare awlk2 ag tp cme x bwk 1 statute je.sbb tu la aku kate..KADANGKALA BERCAKAP BENAR ITU PAHIT!

McDreamy Min-ho!(nk ltak jgak gamba dea..hihi)

the so-called boring week~

mggu ni agak serabut sket.sbb byk keje nk wt.byk bende nk pk.ade 2 client interview/counseling kne wt.pastu kt mane2 je org sebok bkempen SRC,aku agak serabut(sgt sbnanye!uhu).td da settle da tggungjwb aku vote utk election kali ni..aku x kesah sgt whether candidate tu Wufi ke pro-krajaan ke..yg pntg aku pilih org yg aku pk ley wt keje..arap2 korg yg da mnang akn wt la sme manifesto korg tu yek.pliss improve the facilities!mggu ni mmg BUHSAN..BUHSAN.dlm paler pk nk blk umah je.tomorrow is THE DAY!uhuhu.right after CP "pandora session",i'll be going back.lalalala.

p/s:to my Chinese friends,happy chinese new year!

Boys Before Flowers (꽃보다 남자 / Kgotboda Namja )

have you ever watched Meteor Garden (Taiwanese drama)?

how about Hana Yori Dango (Japanese version)?

these dramas have been known for their fame and phenomenon. Now, it's Korea's turn to make its own version and the drama is currently showing since Jan 5.the Korean version is called Before Flowers (꽃보다 남자 / Kgotboda Namja )

the cast including:

• Koo Hye Sun as Geum Jan Di

she is the strong Tsukushi Makino.her acting is good( so far!) i've watched her acting before somewhere(i cant rmmber the title but it was an epic korean drama)

• Lee Min Ho as Goo Joon Pyo

this is the first time i notice him in a drama eventhough he has acted in few dramas before.his character grows on me(and his wonbin+jerry yan looks too.hihi)!!he's a totally new obsession!haha.at first i was interrupted by his hairdo but after watching one episode(i already watched 4 episodes so far..cant wait to watch nxt episodes!),his hairdo suits him well.well..critics consider his character as the most suitable actor (as compared to Jerry Yan (meteor garden) & Matsumoto Jun (hana yori dango) for bringing up the character of the powerful Domyouji Tsukasa in the manga(i have the same opinion!).

• Kim Hyun Joong (ss501 leader) as Yoon Ji Hoo

he's the cool Rui Hanazawa.he's known as a member of ss501 and he's a firstimer actor.i don't really attracted to his character (ever since i was watching meteor garden!mayb because i don't like that kind of guy :)

• Kim Bum as So Yi Jung

he is the playboy Sojirou Nishikado. i think i've seen him somewhere(can't recall!i watched too many korean dramas,movies and variety shows).

• Kim Joon as Song Woo Bin

he is the peaceful Akira Mimasaka and the least known member among F4.if i'm not mistaken,he's a member of a band but his band isn't as famous as ss501.

here are the pics of Boys Before Flowers and Lee Min ho!

Cute Creatures

honestly, i'm not an animal lover.











whenever,wherever i saw cats,be it in the street,cafe,corridor etc,i always chased them away n being cruel to them(not to the extent i'd kill them..).since i was little,my mom had made herself clear that she didn't allow us to have pets,due to hygienic reason(justified!).and true enough until now my siblings n i are not really into pets(we aren't scared of them but we would never be the one to approach n play with them).but just now, while i was busy browsing interesting webs, i came across a web of rabbitry (a place where rabbits are kept).the rabbits are totally lovely!!!cute n funny! that i wish i can have one..hihi :D

the whitey is standing!

kewl!

hihi.cute la..

alalala..chumeylnye!

cute gile!!hihi :P

inche rabbit..anda sungguh chubby!

p/s: credit to http://www.behyorabbitry.com
Beh & Yo Rabbitry is an ARBA Registered Rabbitry operating in Semenyih with a weekend stall in Amcorp Mall.

Krisis Air

GG

sejak kelmarin majoriti uia students ade isu ngn air.ble pk2 cm lawak la plk..apetah ag ble ptg semlm ade announcement kt mahalah(kolej),tht all activities on friday will be cancelled including lectures,tutorials etc.sbb ape?sbb krisis air.mmg susa gle xde air ni..air tangki semntare plk asyik abes je..kne tggu smpai ptg/mlm br SYABAS dtg isi temporary tank tu.nk mandi susa,nk amek wuduk pon susa..ble mkn pon siap kne pk 2,3 kali..sbb kalo prot da meragam..celah mane nk carik air.uhu.mmg DRAMA btolla 2,3 ari ni.alhamdulillah pg td le bgn je dr tdo..da ade khabar2 air kt block aku da ade.aku dengar bunyik shower dr bilek.yes!!mlm semlm,aku,herda n kinah singgah umah ilham kt pj utk tumpang mandi(cm shdey je bunyiknye..ehe) aftr ktrg lepak mkn2 kt carl's jr @ ou (my fav place!)mkn punye la byk..bak kate ilham.."mkn smpai temonyeh!"hihi.sbb ktrg smpai kt ou pon da mlm..so aftr mkn tu ktrg smpat try2 kasut je kt kdai(kedai-kedai..hihi).saje2.bkn ade intention nk bli pon..cme rase nk menggedik2 try byk2 kasut.uhu.

smpai2 kt uia..ade la dlm kol12 lbey kowt.mase tu mmg la da rase pnat sgt tp sbb arini(jumaat) kls sme da kensel,so aku pon melayan la Gossip Girl(ep 14) & Prison Break (ep 12 & 13 kowt).mase ngk GG tu mate aku bleyla tahan nantox ag..ble ngk PB tros mate aku x bley blah..nantox gle..aku pon forward..forward..n forward ag cte tu(its too draggy smpai skng aku da rase kurg excited ngk PB..da bzaman da aku follow cte ni,syg plk kalo x ngk smpai abes).

love this pic!

arini aku nk wtpe?aku pon xtawu..mate tbayang2 set breakfast mcd..uhu.tp HATI AKU KNE KUAT!..boycotting US'a products is the least i can do...for the record..kt msia ni..kte dr kcik da disogokkn ngn brgn US,kfc,mcd,pizza hut(da la aku pna keje kt pizza hut aftr spm dlu..uhu),NESTLE! etc.terlalu byk ...

almost everyday aku akan minum milo panas tapi...
Thai seafood pizza & bolognaise spaghetti are walla!tapi...
zinger burger is something..tapi...

big mac & mcmuffin are really something tapi...
NYAWA SAUDARA-SAUDARA KITA DI PALESTIN LEBIH BERHARGA

Trouble Sleeping

salam..
xtawu npe lately aku susa sgt nk tdo mlm..sometimes bdn aku da pnat sgt sbb keje yg da semakin menimbun tp ble je nk tdo..mate xley lelap plk.frust la gak kekdg tu.seb baek everyday cls aku stat kol 10 pg so xdela aku tgolong dlm golongan yg tlepas kelas.hihi.n speaking of my prob i.e trouble sleeping,kalo sehari dua aku susa nk tdo xpela..tp ni bley dikatekn almost everynight aku ended up tdo lmbt..kekdg kol3,4 br ley tdo.mate da lelap tp xtdo2 gak.poning aku ni da.bkn sbb ape..aku pk kalo aku slalu tdo lmbt cmtu..the next day i'll be getting tired easily n then aku xdpt focus ngn ape yg lecturer ajar.huhu.i already stopped taking caffeine at night..but it doesnt work.so what to do?am i suffering frm insomnia?isk :(

::playnow:trouble sleeping/the perishers::

This is a Modern Holocaust

they have no mercy!

history-it's heartbreaking to watch,read n know what those inhumane devils (Israelis) have done to Palestinians. today's situation as a matter of fact is a Modern Holocaust.this is because the history tells us that the Holocaust is a term widely used to describe the genocide of 6 millions European Jews by the Nazi led by the infamous Adolf Hitler.As far as i know,the genocide was a part of the plans to remove the Jews from civil society before the second World War.Genocide is on the other hand means the deliberately destroying or i prefer to use the term 'cleansing' any ethnic,race,religion,group or gene.in the real life,the genocide is no longer uncommon to us and the inhumane siege in Gaza is among the examples of the genocide.i think the Jews have learnt their lessons frm the history and now they are using the same tactic used in order to cleanse the Palestinians in stages.enough about the history.

they are arrogant human-masked-devils!

the law-Eventhough there exists International Law to govern the peace of the world but yet,i don't see any difference that the law can do.eg:the attacks in various countries are still on,the death toll is increasing,the people is still suffering,the UN Security Council remain powerless etc.yes,it is true that by virtue of Art 2(4) of the UN Charter,the use of force is prohibited but Israel claims that the attacks in Gaza are under one of the exceptions to the said Article ie self-help/self-defence.

imagine they are your brother/sister/mother/father...

questions-do they think they are smart?they are wrong n im sure they know they are in fact and in law wrong,bcos self-help can be done provided that it is proportionate with the damage done.what have Hamas done to them that they hv rights to attack the innocent civilians...children,women etc(just name it!).eg,in the Tuesday incident,approximately 40 children died due to the attack in one agricultural school which is run by the UN.and again..Israelis claimed that the students were all the militants(they are brainless!)

sabarlah wahai ibu..mereka pasti ditempatkan di syurga :(

hope-i believe that the International administration will keep on promising us that the injustice will end soon but trust me,it will continue.and since the power is not with us, we as humans can always do something.Donate,Boycott and the most important thing is do PRAY so that the Israelis will be exiled from this world.Amiin..

i can feel the pain & suffering :(

Crying over Gaza

this is sad :(

just now,i came across a pic of a guy on yahoo news.the headline writes "$240,000 for t-shirt bias suit".surprisingly,i know this guy!and his name is Raed Jarrar.i met him 2yrs back(2006) at PWTC during the war crime convention.he is one of the participants,and a blogger.meeting someone who is young n having great opinions on current issues is very rare,so one of my friends approached him n she took some pics with him(lalalala..hihi).btw,he is a US resident.the reason y im telling u abt this guy is (of course)not to tell u wht we did(hihi) but rather to tell u what's going on with him.the news mentioned that he was forced by the Jetblue Airways authority(im not sure the airways belong to whom but i believe it's owned by US) to cover his t-shirt which displayed Arabic characters.this happened in 2006(hmm..i think it happened few months aftr we met him in Kl).alhamdulillah,the Ct gave judgment in favour of him n the Airways was asked to pay $240,000 in compensation to him.the decision proves that there shall be no discrimination against the Muslim community.n the September 11 incident shouldnt be a sole reason for the non-Muslims to discriminate or look down on the Muslims at large.

Raed Jarrar

and when we speak abt Muslims,im not exempted to feel responsible to share some thoughts abt Gaza.as we know,the Israeli tanks as well as gunship go blazing into towns across the Gaza Strip and until now the death toll is keep on increasing.i wasnt surprised when i 1st heard abt this,bcos it is within our general k/g tht Israel being the cruelest nation can do almost everything to other countries.but they are way too much;killing innocent civilians esp children,women n elders!Ehud Olmert(curse on him!) is w/o any doubt the most hated man as he vowed that the attack will continue until Israel completely wipes out Hamas's ability to fire rockets into Israel(yet,im x surprised by his devilish attitude)but,speaking of the role of UN in this issue,the big question arises-where the hell is the UN security council??

p/s:please pray to Allah for our brothers n sisters' safety in Palestine.to all the martyrs,Al-Fatihah goes to you..

it's me learning the international law in the midnite

i'm already 23!

alhamdulillah,with the blessings of Allah i finally turned 23 today.throughout last yr,i hv learnt lots of things and i hope i can afford to improve myself this yr flawlessly.thnx to all the bday wishes either via sms/fs n fb.n million thanks to my B for the beautiful cupcakes,i love them(every single of em).love u till the end.InsyaAllah.like one of my friends said that i ended 2008 by donating blood and i began 2009 by celebrating my 23rd bday.its awesome!i can feel the LOVE!tq Allah :)