The significant 6th

16th February 2011
Happy 6th Anniversary sheh ariff !!!!
*confetti party begins*
we've come to this far :)

"Our anniversary is a time to look back at the good times and a time to look ahead to live our dreams together."

[playnow:thank God I found you/Mariah Carey feat. 98degrees]

First ♥ Letter

I never wrote ♥ letters. as far as I remember, I had never written one.
I don't know if it's normal for a 1986er like me but today I feel like writing one. *gediks*.

Public confession? yes, I think it is.haha. Am not really good in showing affection. if people asked me whether I have someone, I'd straight away say yes if I did and no if I didn't. Nothing to lose. I'm this kind of person. It takes a second to have crush on someone but it also takes a second to forget such a crush. I don't live to have a crush (except celebrity crushes!hee~); I only need ♥.

One man to be ♥ed. One is more than enough. Enough to crack my head; enough to make me smiling & crying. *phew*. So, personally I do think it's kinda strange to see people go two-timing (or even more). Jerks. They DON'T own my vote.

"I want you to be my fairy in the HEAVEN"

Srsly, he really moved my heart when he said this.

We are not CLINGY (that's for SURE!), we aren't in the state that we have to see each other every day; eating together or talking over the phone everyday. We are not kids anymore. and we are aware of it. No matter how pissed I was; no matter how much I complained; I still need him. Why? Only the Maker and I know it very well.

I'm a typical blood type A; STUBBORN. i hate people go against me. And I think God is being fair towards me; I found a man who has an absolutely opposite characters than I do. Patient; composed and cool. He isn't my 1st ♥; and it's not even ♥ at the 1st sight. But life is interesting yet unpredictable. He's probably the only one who can put up with my characters. He has his own CHARM that I wish no one could notice it except me. greedy? selfish? YES.haha.

This is my 1st ♥ letter for him. I doubt he has ample time to read this post; but one thing for sure. I know that he KNOWS even without me telling him/the whole world that I only have eyes for him. This is perhaps an ANNOUNCEMENT :D

New Start

4 July 2010, Saturday, 12.45 noon

My youngest sister departed from Senai airport to Kuching, Sarawak (together with my parents & a grandpa) for a new start; say as a Uni student.

The fact that she's entering Uni would definitely make my parents feel relieved;

because she's the BABY.

::siblings::

My advice: enjoy the Uni life; but make sure you'll succeed in whatever you do. Create your own momentum!

it's toblerone time!

btw, i met Messi!haha :D

Greed

It's already Sunday. 5.14am.

I can't stop thinking of a pair of gladiators I saw at the mall yesterday. It's denim-made; about 1/1 and half inches heels. I didn't buy them yesterday because it wasn't on my list (tried to be strict with list-to-buy thingy.hehe). But, when I said I love it, it means I really do.huhu. Those who have known me for a long time must know me very well.haha.

I can imagine myself wearing 'em with jeans & t-shirt. NICE!hehe :p

whatever Nad!lol

It's semester break and my younger sisters & brother (one & only) are at home. Thus, whenever I'm not busy I try to hang out with them; at coffee house mostly.hehe. Come to Kluang and you'll surely find more-than-you-can-imagine coffee houses here (including the famous
Kluang Railway Station)

p/s: my bro is not in these pics
(he & camera can't get along well.hehe)

I did some window-shopping yesterday, surveying high quality digital cameras. planning to buy DSLR.huhu. Oh. don't ask me about my lomo cam. I still have it (of course!if not Sheh will kill me..hehe). Didn't have ample time to properly learn how to use it (lomo cam is great but it seems quite technical...but maybe because i'm somehow a complicated creature, so i prefer complicated things too.hehehe). I'm thinking of investing on Lumix (Panasonic)/Nikon. Other brands are out of my list.hee :p

my lomo

Mino has been quite silent since PT ended. But I know what he's doing.hehe. Most probably he's practising his singing skills/magician thingy for his 2nd Minoz Meeting (on June 20,2010 if I'm not mistaken). I wish I could attend the fanmeeting; I wish Korea is just next to Malaysia; and most important thing is that I wish Korean currency-won is not much different from Malaysian currency-Ringgit (say: in my DREAM!hahaha). I always wondered in what year am I able to visit Korea.lol
take note:
Mino's birthday is on June 22, 2010 just in case Minoz doesn't know (which I think it's impossible.hehe).


i miss him. I really do :(

HAVE FUN! ENJOY UR SUNDAY PEOPLE :)

Pictorial diary

This week went well.
And I'm not going to write PT review today,
maybe later..4/6 episodes altogether.hehe :p

Let's pictures speak; shall I?

My office mates & I

They are all conveyancing clerks
-from left: Kak Siti, Kak Eta & Huda
(Huda & I are of the same age; so we are dropping formalities.hehe)

Kak Leena (litigation clerk specialized in public auction)
and Siva (conveyancing clerk)

Only uploaded few (there are more than 20 staffs at my office including me, one partner lawyer & 2 legal assistants) because I didn't bring cam at that time; these are stolen pics.hehe :D

It's been a while I didn't show off my cam-whoring talent.haha.
And I think I'm losing it slowly.erkk..

at Magistrate Court
before full hearing

on Saturday, spent time with uri Sheh Ariff-ssi.
*casual date mode*

did watch IronMan 2 (I insisted to watch IpMan 2 but he won this time.hehe). Then we had tea-break @ Klg's Rail Coffee; kluang railway toast is a MUST-eat. Headed to Gunung Lambak for a walk (fyi: Rail Coffee & Gng Lambak are my hometown's landmarks).

p/s:

Personal Taste is getting better & better.
I don't mind the episode extension.
Honestly.hehe.
Extension means I can see Mino more.
Am I right?

Twenty-four

I turned 24 last Saturday.huhu. N I'd like to thank friends & family for the bday wishes; via FB, phone calls & sms. Thanks so much for the beautiful wishes & silly yet crazy jokes.hehe.

During the day, I spent my bday with family & cousins (bt I cant post the pics; hmmm.. didn't dress up properly.hehe). During the night, spending time with Sheh was enough to make it memorable (after not meeting for almost 3months); although we only spent about 3hrs talking, eating, drinking & walking.hehe. I hope he had a nice chat with my parents & grandmas (he met my parents few times b4).haha :D

Turning into 24 doesn't make a lot of difference except, I start thinking & planning in great details about future. And not forgetting, at the age of 24, the 'rice cake' under my eyes (eyebag.hehe) becomes more visible than ever.hehe.

But, I always think age is only numbers, as long as we have
a healthy body & brilliant characters.hehe.

my first LOMO cam.hehe.
she is Princess Diary :)

It's just a beginning...

It's unbearable to have a feeling of missing someone

I think it is normal to have a feeling of longing for someone. Be it man or woman, this is one of natural feelings that we may experience.

Yesterday, one of my good friends asked me while we were having brunch, "Nad, when was the last time you met Sheh (my bf)?". I replied, "Nearly one and half month.Why?"; as I wondered why she posed that kind of question. She mumbled to herself, "That long? I haven't met my bf for one week and I thought I could die missing him". Then our conversation went on as I explained to her, "I had to as we have our own things and interests".

The conversation on the boyfriend thingy was short but it was enough to make me feel, "I do miss my bf, we love each other dearly but we cannot be clingy forever, 24/7". That's what I thought. It is a lie if I say I don't miss him. I miss him, everyday and I once told him that I could miss him even when he's with me; when he asked me whether I did miss him or not. Come on! Of course I miss him everyday, if not I won't be this loyal for almost 5 years.hehe.

True, and very true that I hate seeing myself to be too dependent on my other half and that's why I always remind myself to keep my womanly pride in its rightful position. Sometimes we did quarrel (sometimes? no...quite often.hehe) due to my egoistic nature (that is one devilish side of me. can't help it.phew~) but after a while, we reconciled and started laughing & making fun of each other.

The longer we are having this relationship,
the deeper the magic word LOVE goes in
and the more often we argue,
the more realistic couple we have become.

Whatever it is, it's unbearable to have a feeling of missing someone. I salute those in long-distance relationships, they make love sounds epic.hehe. One thing for sure, I believe that as long as my other half trusts me and I trust him, if it takes even years to see each other, we would definitely make it :)

It's rare to see me talking about this lovey-dovey thing but I feel relieved after writing this :)

You're Beautiful

I know you are.hehe. But, what I meant by You're Beautiful here is one brand new series and it's already premiered few days ago (2 episodes already). I have a good feeling about this drama; I think it could be one of my fav dramas for this year (perhaps, after BOF and Brilliant Legacy.hehe). You're Beautiful's casts are Jang Geun Suk, Park Shin Hye, Lee Hong Ki of FT Island, Jung Yong Hwa and UEE of Afterschool.

Honestly, I'm eyeing on Jang Geun Suk (haha); he's 1987er just like Mino and it goes without saying that he's one of Korean pretty boys (except in this drama, I loathe his clothes as they look less masculine; maybe it's just the concept of the drama).


Hongki of FT Island is a wonderful lead singer
and I love his voice, but when it comes to acting, I'm not sure.

of course I know Park Shin Hye (I mentioned about her indirectly in my previous entries; remember the girl in Etude House CF with Mino? This is the girl.hehe). All I can say about her is that her tomboyish look suits her and it reminds me of Yoon Eun Hye in Coffee Prince.

I don't know Yong Hwa at all, he looks unfamiliar to me
but I'm looking forward to watch his acting as well.

i wish i can start watching You're Beautiful asap
But, for the time being, completing all workloads is my main concern now

EXTRA:

Mino in Gimpo Airport
thank you for the POUT! *melting*

In Pusan International Film Festival red carpet.
As usual, he looks good in everything. Love him!
Plus, luckily he didn't trip this time (if only you get me.hehe)

Knowledge is Virtue

I couldn't think any other title than this one. It may sound a bit tacky but it's nothing but the truth, knowledge is virtue.ehe. (Frankly speaking, my Jurisprudence lecturer kept repeating this phrase for few times in my class today, so it's kinda stuck in my head.ehe)

My new semester (and perhaps my last semester, InsyaAllah-God Willing) has begun since last Monday. I must say it was a tiring weekdays and thank God I don't have any class tomorrow.

my darlingssssssss

Living with Kinah & Ilham for a long time is a great comfort. After being physically and psychologically abused by classes and tutorials, at least I have them plus my de-facto roomates (Nab & Herda) because they know well how to have fun.ehe. Thinking that we are going to our separate ways in few months is actually unthinkable. Speaking of roomates, I have a new roomate (maybe 3 years younger than me; which makes me feel older.ehe). It's too early to know her true colour (well..I'm not judging) but I hope she can be a good roomate and we'll be able to get along well.

x miss him x

Just few hours ago Sheh asked me:

"Why didn't you mention about me in your blog?"

Later, I replied,

"Because you never mention my name in your blog"

I know I'm neither a really good gf (with moody character and a mountain of ego I have in me) nor an expressive gf. He should know it was only a joke. The real reason why I didn't mention about him much is because I prefer treating someone I love differently and it includes to not mention about him in the open often. I prefer keeping my loved one in the dark.ehehe. Trust me, love is always in the air. Eventhough at times we quarrelled like there's no tomorrow, but deep down in my heart, I appreciate his existence in my life very much. Having someone who can understand me better than anyone else makes him irreplaceable. So Mr Boyfriend, don't worry.

You're still the ONE :)

Mino extra:

taraaaaaaaaaa!!

a slender built Lee Min Ho with great smile
~a recap from a Japanese interview~
(the interview was made right after the casts of BOF has been confirmed)

he looks boyish and more like his age with this new hairdo
(after returned from China with Kim Joon for BOF promotion)

Breathing

when u know the answer & you jot it down in the question paper but you end up answering differently..can it be considered INSANE?i think it can be.bcos it's wht happened to me.yesterday.

i wasnt in the good mood yesterday..after the test.i felt stupid.ignorant & empty.and i kept thinking."what have i done?".my friends Kinah & Herda kept calming me down and told me tht it happened sometimes,maybe my answer will turn out correct (hmm..but i still feel stupid-know the answer & jot it down but answered differently..wht was i thinking???GOD!)

i expressed my worry to Sheh & he gave me an advice whch was a bit harsh but i cant deny its TRUE.very true.it's my mistake & i have to deal with it.it's already a history & i cant rely solely on one test to prove i am insane(hehe).

life must go on (that's wht i keep reminding myself today..mase jalan,makan & borak2 pon masih pk psl hal semlm..aish). tomorrow i hv Jurisprudence test,so goodluck to me.i won't let the same mistake be repeated again.NO MORE.i've hd enough guilt.lol

ok.lets talk abt something FUN.ehe.Boys before Flowers is left with 2 episodes,meaning tht it will end airing nxt week.and it means i will get the full series soon!!haha (credit to Sheh!)this K-drama is extremely Fun-Amusing-Entertaining,so for those who don't hv any idea abt this drama you can google Boys Before/Over Flowers in any search engines (ok?ehe)

next.almost my classes are already wrapped up.for example,i only had one cls (mmg best..ehe).but the bad thing is exam is just around the corner.uhu.i hv a good day today (tq Allah)..i even took pictures with my learned friends.saje2 menggedik.ehe.what else..i'm craving for Creamy Carbonara *yummy* (since last week..tp sbb bz sgt..x smpt2 ag mkn..isk)

hafiq & nab

hiasan semata-mata.haha

i'm looking forward to watch the Confession of a Shopaholic!

nway..a brief review on Seven Pounds:

at the beginning,i was wondering..cte ni npe cmni?then the storyline developed..slowly but it gave deeper impact on me.it's a story of a succesful & ambitious man named Tim (Will Smith) who unintentionally caused the death of 7 people (mayb that's why the title given is 7 Pounds) including his beloved wife.after the accident,he can be said to suffer frm depression & extreme guilt which caused him to plan on his own DEATH (SUICIDE).the 3/4 of the story tells us how he chose several ppl (i think 7 ppl) with an intention to assist them (to hv a better life-eg:giving away his hse & donating his organs..uhu).i found it interesting bcos only in the end,i was able to gather all the infos & came to a nice conclusion..ehe.THUMBS UP!

if today is an emotion:

if today is a song:
::Breathing/Lifehouse::

Laughing is what I should be doing...Everyday =)

Life is Wonderful (generally...ehe.bcos at times, I think the world is against me). After submitting the legal research & opinion for PP, I feel relieved (you cant imagine how relieved I am right now). So, after having lunch with Kinah at our room & made peace with THE MAKER (I plagiarized my former tutor’s fav term.ehe); I grabbed Ilham’s dvd MONSTER-in-LAW & watched it. One & half hour show was full of laughter and I feel ALIVE! (yeah..after all the stress & insomnia thingy).I know the movie is ancient but it lightened me up...totally.ehe. eventho its storyline was an expected one but the way the director & scriptwriter chose the words should be given an applause. After watching the movie, I sent an sms to Sheh & asking “agak2 ur mom scary x syg?ehe”. SCARY.ehe.And talking abt the cast, Jane Fonda was great. Jennifer Lopez didn’t disappoint me once again (bcos I think she did well in Wedding Planner too).Michael Vartan’s acting was a bit static n predictable (bcos I never fail keeping eyes on him in ALIAS.ehe).plus...I love Jane Fonda’s assistant in the movie...the character suits her well (sometimes you can’t help but to like one’s acting bcos she/he is able to make use of her/his face expression brilliantly) Jane Fonda & her assistant (in the movie) fell into this category.

Besides, I tried to watch an indie movie called Ten Inch Hero in which Jensen Ackles is in it but my laptop couldn’t open it. it’s too bad but nvm..

BUT!i still can't watch boys before flowers via viikii.net..hmmm.uia is soOoOo FUNNY.enough said.*benci*

4th anniversary-16feb 09

we may differ in personality but we never failed to laugh & cry together over the ups & downs throughout these 4 years.i'm thankful my prayer has been answered;
i found you.
thank you Allah :)

p/s: this post is solely dedicated to sheh ariff :0