Good Bye

Today would be the last time I'm writing in this blog.

I started in 2008 and among the earliest readers were my close friends, Sakinah, Nabilah and Herda. They are among the greatest friends I ever had; as I went through days in IIUM without having fear to be back-stabbed and badmouthed.

They know me really well as how I lived my days in my room; with my lappy which most of the contents are the latest k-dramas & kpop songs. and regardless all the liking for the kpop world, I still have my eyes for Gossip Girls, Vampire Diaries, Veronica Mars, Brothers & Sisters and many good English movies.

This blog is like my own diary (although I don't have one so far!) Many blog readers would stop by and read most of the posts, mostly on Lee Min Ho and I thank you for that. Today, the visitors counter reads 26507 (maybe for many, the numbers look small but they are meaningful numbers actually) and honestly, every time I saw the numbers keep increasing, it gave me spirit to go on writing stuffs.

Unfortunately, the fun of writing in this blog comes to an END, for few complicated reasons. However, I will keep writing but in another blog which is still under construction.

I prefer my blog-to-be to be published publicly instead of privately as I don't intend to make mine a personal blog, but rather an entertainment blog. Thus, if you accidentally find this blog and you like the contents, and you'd like to read similar blog posts esp. on Lee Min Ho & SHINee, feel free to email me at dzirah@gmail.com for the link :)

For my blog-followers, I will pm you in a near future,
once I finish doing all the touch-up in my newly-born blog.hee.

Have Fun peeps!! and Thank you for READING :)

"This world of hypocrisy is painfully disgusting and because of this, I trust NO ONE" - Nadzirah Ramlee

I dedicated this song, ONE by SHINee for all of you. I love this song!!!!!

they are my ROMEOs

once a fan always a fan

I think this would be the most accurate phrase to describe how I truly like these two Korean guys :D

one is a very good looking Hallyu (korean wave) actor while another is a very talented main vocalist cum songwriter for one of the most successful k-pop groups.

guess who?? yes, I think you are guessing right.hee.
they are none other than

Lee Min Ho ♥
and

SHINee's Kim Jonghyun ♥

this is not another lengthy 'Lee Min Ho special' so don't worry ya.hee. am writing this because both guys are preparing for their comeback; so as a Minoz and Shawol it's normal to anticipate their comeback, isn't it?

1) the 1987er Lee Min Ho departed to Thailand on 24.03.2011 to begin the filming of City Hunter.

according to a fan account, Mino filmed at the Floating Market

let me give you a brief introduction of City Hunter ♫♪

Mino & his co-star Park Min Young
(Min Young is a year older than Mino and they once acted together in I am Sam)

Lee Min Ho (Personal Taste, Boys Over Flowers) is Lee Yoon Seong in the Blue House national communications team, Park Min Young (Sungkyunkwan Scandal, I am Sam) is previous Judo player and current Blue House bodyguard Kim Nana, Lee Joon Hyeok (The Three Brothers,Worlds Within) is the best elite prosecutor Kim Young-joo while KARA's Goo Hara plays the president’s daughter.

thanks to Minoz Thailand for the pic (altho it's blurry), at least I know that he's okay with his Song Il Guk look alike bodyguard.hee

this is going to be Mino's next drama after 'Personal Taste'

known as a young actor with very good eye expressions, his comeback is surely anticipated by Minoz and k-drama lovers. City Hunter is scheduled to air on 25.05.2011. *clap clap clap*

I can't wait! after all, he's my Mino :)

fan service :)

the shy Mino after winked at camera :p

2) the 1990er Kim Jonghyun underwent a surgery on 17.01.2011 on his left leg at a hospital in Seoul.

He previously injured his left ankle in October of 2010 in Jakarta, Indonesia.

after the incident, he stopped dancing for a while and since then he either performed sitting on chairs/standing. Shawols as well as Blingers believe that it must be hard for him as SHINee is a dance group.

known as one of the idols with the best vocal, he always worked hard in everything he did :) plus, he also involved in SM's unit project known as SM The Ballads together with Suju's Kyuhyun, Trax's Jay & rookie Jino.

he's spotted near the SM building (SHINee is under SM management) on 24.03.2011 and he's looking good. honestly, I'm very HAPPY to see his recent pic. altho it's blurry (again)! nvm, I know what it feels when meeting with a fav star (because I took more blurry pics of Mino when he came to M'sia in 2009. I was star-struck!hee)

Jjong together with other SHINee members began their career at very young age; they officially debuted in 2008 (jjong was only 18 at that time; 19 in lunar year) and his comeback to the shining SHINee is obviously something that I'm anticipating :) i really hope i won't wait for too long to see him again; because I'm missing my jjong :(

another fan service :)

the shy Jjong after sang Wheesung's Insomnia :D

I wish both of them SUCCESS for their comeback!!
lots of ♥ for them

I am a Juliette

I think all women are :)

okay, here I am; it's already 0113 hr; but I'm still not sleepy. Idk where did I get this much energy.lol

I started this blog (in 2008) with the mind of 'freedom of expression' which I believed it exists in Malaysia. but, nope. we do not own that freedom of expression; maybe only for 20%? or maybe less than that.

How should I put the feeling of dissatisfaction that I have into words? hmmm.haha. honestly, if I mention about the dissatisfaction, anger, disappointment etc; I can't find/use sweetest words to express them. because I'm not an angel. I want others, be it friends/strangers know that I am genuine. I will smile if I like you and I won't fake my smile if I hate you. as simple as that. you can see the anger/happiness from my facial expression; because I'm not born to be an actress.

to whom it may concern,

just know this one thing; I hate men who nag too much (except SHINee's Key omma) but I hate men who stalk even more!! I'm not stupid. I can easily recognize those stalkers. stop stalking! BACK OFF! be a professional. I hope everyone can respect each other's privacy. don't ask me anything that obviously has nothing to do with you. it's none of yr business. and that's one thing for sure. it may sound arrogant, but think 1st before asking me questions. even though I don't believe freedom of expression does exist; but I want to have one in my OWN blog. pls leave me alone while I'm still being NICE. -the end-

it'd be nice if I can hang out with my siblings/besties often. I am too bored to be home :(

hee. the same pose by my dongseng, Syamim & Liyana

it's nearly one month since I last used contact lens; getting used of wearing glasses these days (during working days) but i still prefer lens actually

our youngest (maknae) sister, Farah is studying in Sarawak; so she's the one we seldom see
but she's doing good so far; as always :)


The Supermoon on 19th March 2011

"Tonight the moon will be closer to the earth than it has been for 18 years

- a spectacular sight awaits us", said James Attlee.

the nearest approach of the Moon to Earth for the past 18 years as bringing it some 30,000 miles closer than usual.

this was taken by me at 1940 hr after Maghrib prayer
(w/o any editing)

the 2nd pic

p/s: I have so much to share about LMH, SHINee but let's save them for the last.hee. insyaAllah, will update more on weekends :)

happy Friday!! for Muslimin, don't forget to perform Friday prayers!!!
I hate seeing men wandering around during Friday prayers, shame on you!

it's getting UGLIER!

i want to keep this weekend to myself. no commitment.no prior appointment.no dates.
only ME.

let me be alone; and be Nad for two days. pls.

if possible, I'd love to turn off my hp.

the whole weekdays had given me headache! and too much dramas to handle!

p/s:
am enjoying myself watching SHINee 1st Concert in Japan in HD :)

missing him :(

my deepest condolences to all the tsunami & earthquake victims in Japan
my prayers are always with you

try to catch up what I've missed

i couldn't choose the better title than this one. srsly.hee :p

i heard "Nad, you look tired" quite few times lately and yes, I do look tired and
I am TIRED! aigoo.
it's not only dark circles that explain the fatigue but also my facial expression. even if I smiled people can say that I am in fact tired, what more can I say?

my mother nagged me for the whole last weekend; telling me to sleep early, to rest well.
I did actually!! well, I did sleep late sometimes but it was because I took nap at least an hour after Maghrib prayer. I always told people that I can sleep early but I'd end up waking up in the midnight/at 3@4 a.m but I can see the unbelievable looks they'd given to me. I'm not lying.
so, in my case it's better to sleep lil bit late than to sleep early but end up waking up in the mid of night ALONE!haha. that sounds scary. sometimes. even in our home sweet home.

my health is dropping; I fell sick easily. last year alone I visited clinic for more than 5 times! that is a remarkable number in my family's records. even during my university time, I might go to clinic once in a semester. really need to take more, more and more supplement from today onwards. aigoo~

whatever.

it's been ages since I last cam-whored :p

let's summarize what I got from last week. shall we?

number ONE
my friends got married last Sunday!!
congrats Noreen & Eddy!!!!

it's a wonderful scene when friends gathered after years. it's like a small reunion. nice!
most of them are my former Mrsm-mates; few were Stkians


number TWO
i love them because they never stop SHINING!

this is my fav pic of Jonghyun & Minho
they are known to be roommates and both mentioned each other names in their acceptance speech in two different awards last year and early this year. they are my Jongho :)

there are more pics publicized by Maypole but I love this bts pic. always love jjong in tee
honestly, I think he's the most photogenic member among all (his jawline is a killer.haha); followed by Key.hee. do you believe me?kekeke. ok. I uploaded the following vid for some fan-service.hihi :p


i miss jjong terribly :(
can't wait for his full recovery and comeback


number THREE
my parcel had ARRIVED!!!!!! I can't stop smiling :))

blue is Jonghyun and orange is Minho :D
Minho (Choi Minho) is my younger sis's BIAS

finally!!haha. i can't believe i'm already 25.kekeke :p

"Let's bury the PAST but you'll ruin the PRESENT by worrying about the FUTURE so let's get on with the PRESENT"

it's random

i don't hv time to update my bloggie. so let me post a brief one. mian :(

uri Mino will make his comeback soon!!! May pali!!! :D

my current retro.licious's (my lappy) wallie :)

take care!

i'm happy at the mention of him

from the 1st time i saw them performing, i know there's something about him.

for the records, i can easily fall for great voices. and i wished i can marry someone who can sing well, at least for me.haha. but DREAM ON nad!hee. i never dated guys who can sing well.haha.
i think it's my fate; reality is definitely reality :D

kim jonghyun has a unique voice that melted my heart since the 1st time I listened to SHINee's songs. onew's voice is sweet and very pleasant to hear but jjong's is something that I can't find anywhere else. it's got to be HIM and no one but him.hee. he's always been listed for one of the best male idols' voice in korea and recently he's been listed #6 on the list.

1. SG Wannabe's JinHo
2. 2NE1′s Park Bom
3. SS501′s YoungSaeng
4. DBSK's JunSu
5. 2PM's JunSu
6. SHINee's Jonghyun
7. 2AM's JoKwon
8. 4Minute's GaYoon
9. Super Junior K.R.Y.
10. f(x)'s Luna

but I personally think, jjong should be at #1.hee :D

reminder
this post is full of jjong's bias; as i have lots to share.

this one from SHINee's latest interview during the Maypole photo shoots
I waited for weeks for this interview to broadcast. finally! *phew*



they are cute as pies! i love seeing them together.
jjong is seen to be wearing the leg brace; the interview took place after jjong's surgery


regardless whether shawols are Blingers or not, most shawols are missing jjong like I am :(
rest well jjong; really miss your dance moves!


shin sekyung is as popular as jjong

esp. when the news about them dating were made public. i have the feeling that shawols are beginning to accept their relationship unlike when the news were 1st revealed, it was really haywire at that time. aigoo! and speaking of jongkyung, i hate reading comments on the possibility that they are not actually dating but only covering up for the conflict btwn JYJ & SM entertainment. i think that is the most ridiculous speculation that ever came out in the k-pop world. are they trying to say that whatever had been said by jjong in SHINee Hello Baby (which was aired in the last midyear) is just a well-planned scandal?

fyi, jjong had mentioned shin sekyung few times in Hello Baby; not to mention that he also mentioned in a radio show,
"shin sekyung is MINE".
knowing him, he's neither a kind that will lie to your face nor behind your back!
he's bold but very sensitive and caring. he has a manly yet playboy character but he's very consistent when it comes to his ideal girl.

so stop bashing shin sekyung & kim jonghyun

jjong is asking baby yoogeun whether he likes shin sekyung.haha :p

playful appa who likes skinship.haha :D

SHINee must be busy getting ready for their Japanese debut in March
hope to see jjong with the rest SHINee members asap!!

lee jinki. kim jonghyun. kim kibum.
choi minho. lee taemin

"hope to meet you someday"

The significant 6th

16th February 2011
Happy 6th Anniversary sheh ariff !!!!
*confetti party begins*
we've come to this far :)

"Our anniversary is a time to look back at the good times and a time to look ahead to live our dreams together."

[playnow:thank God I found you/Mariah Carey feat. 98degrees]

We are Jungle Fish

Idk tonight would be the last episode of Jungle Fish 2 (on kbs world)
I didn't expect it to end this early (only 8 eps) :(

as I mentioned in prev. post, this is a drama which boldly criticized this real world. it's a real drama; not a drama which only portrayed the rich and the poor, the beauty and the beast. it's closer to my heart than most of latest k-dramas out there. i highly recommend this one. feel free to try watching it. you'll be reminded how hard you have tried to obtain an A; how stressful you were/are when you couldn't/can't answer the most difficult add maths questions and how hard for you to balance between studies and 1st love. and let's value FRIENDSHIP like Hyo-An, Hosu, Yul, Bawu, Gongji and Ra-yi :)

::moral of the story: don't ever give up! and pls DO NOT commit suicide:::

Jungle Fish 2 trailer

super extra

it's been a while since I last uploaded his photo.hee :D

he's still uri Mino and I'm still a proud Minoz.hee. don't worry. Mino is looking cool with Trugen outfit as always; isn't he? :D anticipating his comeback in May. few months to go but am sure there'll be lots of news, updates and spoilers soon. he's Lee Min Ho after all. everyone wants a piece of him.kekeke :p

and not to forget, shining SHINee!!

my babies (with shocking faces) are endorsing Maypole :)

oh! i miss jjong! come back pali! hope he'll be able to dance asap!

Dream High vs Jungle Fish 2

one of my former high school teachers once said;

"if you have anything to do during your student's life, just do it as long as it doesn't break school's regulations and laws. just do it, because you can't turn back time once you leave the high school"

these are two k-dramas that I'm watching. both dramas talk about the students' journey.

am not going to write a review on these k-dramas because they haven't finished yet. and i'm still enjoying myself watching both. thank God the former airs every Mondays and Tuesdays while the latter on weekends.

i like Dream High because it has a "Step Up" feeling; you can see one student's dancing while another singing. it's a great view to watch. it's not a musical drama!! that is one thing for sure. because I'm not a fan of musical dramas; just like Glee etc.

and speaking of drama, I can't avoid from mentioning about the cast. it's starred by 2pm's Taecyeon, Miss A's Suzy, 2pm's Wooyoung, T-Ara's Eunjung, IU - oh! i always love her singing!!!!!I used to think that she's around my age, maybe because I've seen her for so long even b4 her official debut esp. in kbs's The Star Golden Bell but only last year I know her real age. omaigod! she's much2 younger than I am.haha. what a surprise. she has a very nice singing chords for her age! and of course, my favourite star in Dream High, Kim Soohyun!hee. he's cute. this is my 1st time seeing him on small screen and I think he's not bad. I have to say that Taecyeon does best in term of acting but there's something about Soohyun's character that makes me liking him better. sorry Taecyeon!hee :)

I can't deny that the Dream High has better visual appearances. HOWEVER! I like Jungle Fish 2 better. I'm a person who likes something that can relate to myself. Jungle Fish 2 is a k-drama that speaks out about how stressful students' lives can be; how stupid teenagers can become and to what extent students can overcome problems emotionally and physically. Idk if others liking this drama as much as I do, but this is one of the best dramas which boldly portrays students' lives. it criticizes teachers who are always with the top students; but abandon the weak ones. this is a drama that never fails to move me to TEARS. it breaks my heart every time I watched each episode. not because I did feel the same like the character but I used to be a teenager; full with dreams and anticipation; there were always ups and downs at schools and most important thing, it is very much conveying the value of friendship. tell me now, HOW CAN I NOT LOVE THIS K-DRAMA? there are only two people I know from the beginning of this drama; one is MBLaq's Lee Joon and T-Ara's Jiyeon, unlike in Dream High (btw, my fav actor would be Hong Jong Hyun. he's good!) but I guess this is the power of great scripts, plots and acting skills. keep up the good work Jungle Fish 2! I tried to google about it but I found less than I expected; or in other words I guess it's not receiving good ratings. but it's OK! I like Worlds Within (starred by on & off-screen couple; Hyun Bin & Song Hye Kyo) while the drama didn't obtain good ratings. I guess this is how the 'real' dramas would end up. the good dramas get thrown away while the popular ones get praised.

i remember there's one part in SHINee's Hello Baby when Kim Jonghyun said; something like this (I cant recall the exact phrase);

What's wrong with the world that only CARES about cute things?

I can't deny that I also agree with him.



please come back jjong; I can't wait to see you again!
playnow: Quasimodo/SHINee
the beautiful song reminds me of this Are you Gossip-Worthy's original name; I used to name it Quasimodo

Blind/the Lifehouse

I mentioned in earlier entry that I broke my glasses; so I went to an optical shop.

phew~ I hate when my power keeps increasing and honestly, I'm uncomfortable with it. so, I drank carrots, blackberries, cranberries, raspberries drinks and whatever berries exist in this world as much as I can afford to drink.


I stayed away from my beloved lappy for days; not that I thought it would decrease my power but idk, maybe it's the psychology that I have gotten since few days ago.hee.

and speaking of short-sightedness (myopia) , there are three kinds of treatments that I'm sure almost everyone is aware of. first, it can be corrected by wearing glasses. 2nd, by wearing contact lens and the last one would be by undergoing surgery. I'm opting for 1st and 2nd options; I began to wear glasses since 16 and lens since 18. I used to prefer wearing lens than glasses; because I found the latter more troublesome. but as time flies, and due to the long hours of wearing it (that I am now working from 9 to 6) I think wearing the latter is much convenient . so, am kinda lost when I broke mine few weeks ago. phew~ new glasses are ready to wear; and as I mentioned earlier I chose brownish this time instead of black :D

I have a plan to get the third treatment (surgery) i.e. Lasik surgery. all I need is to get enough money to splurge because the more money I get the more stingy I become.haha :p

i miss him! and that's why I'm in front of my lappy right now.hee. he's still resting; not much updates about him these days except for few photos he shared in me2day, his funny and witty replies in UFO and a recent photo of him and an actress (Kim Ji Yeon/'Ginger' in BOF) in a restaurant. I'm still wondering why he's dining with her? *curious*

haha. this gif from SHINee's Hello Baby
we all know you are Jonghyun of SHINee!! :D

oh yeah, it's february! or should I call it the month of wedding dresses?huhu.

today (5th feb) I'll be attending my high school senior (Stk & Mrsm Muar) & also a good friend of mine, Abu Samah Ibrahim aka Apex's wedding. he is now husband to kak Shela (also my senior.hee). he's marrying his former classmate (in Stk), had a crush on her for so long but never confessed until few years after SPM. well, even a Casanova knows how to be loyal.haha. just kidding Apex! have fun in yr married life! we did talk about what wedding gifts should we give to each other; am sorry I cannot give you water bed! it's too expensive!!!